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GRADUATION beautiful highschool girl mistress
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Graduation <1>
My fateful encounter with Lady Tomomi occurred three springs ago. Since then, I have been her servant. I am now forty-two, but at the time we met, I was still in my thirties, and Lady Tomomi was fifteen. You can probably guess by now: we began as teacher and student at a private girls' high school on the outskirts of a provincial city.
I'll never forget that spring day. Cherry blossom petals danced in the warm breeze across the schoolyard. I had just been transferred to this high school and was walking down the hallway, feeling a bit nervous. Sunbeams pooled on the linoleum floor, and outside the windows stretched the clear April sky. The lively voices of students spilled out from classrooms. It was my first assignment to an all-girls' school in my long teaching career, and my heart fluttered more than usual. Even the scent filling the school air was entirely different from my previous all-boys school. The sweet, tangy body odor unique to teenage girls seemed to permeate everywhere, and I found myself involuntarily flaring my nostrils, inhaling that air deeply into my lungs.
My homeroom class was First Year Class A. I felt increasingly self-conscious as students passing me in the hallway all cast curious glances my way, but I kept heading toward the classroom. I had already been introduced and given my opening remarks during the morning assembly, but to the second- and third-year students, I was a novelty as a new teacher, and their stares were unreserved. Having only ever taught at all-boys or co-ed schools before, being surrounded by girls made me feel uncharacteristically nervous for my age. The sunlight streaming through the hallway windows was almost hot, making my palms sweat. I had to wipe the beads of sweat from my forehead with a handkerchief.
Upon entering the classroom, my eyes were immediately drawn to one student. It was Tomomi-sama. There had been a brief homeroom session after the previous day's entrance ceremony, so I should have seen her then. However, I had been so nervous myself that I hadn't really looked properly at any of the students' faces. But now, a day later, my nerves had settled somewhat, and I could calmly survey the students. That's when I recognized Lady Tomomi's presence. And in that instant, an electric current shot through me. She sat in the seat directly in front of the teacher's desk, radiating a divine aura. Being inherently masochistic, a trait that had even prevented me from marrying, I felt an overwhelming urge to kneel the moment I saw her. Though she was only fifteen, fresh out of middle school, her body was fully developed. The curve of her breasts beneath her uniform and the healthy thighs extending from her short skirt were already those of an adult. Her voluptuous figure was tantalizing, her skin tanned, her face defined by gal-style makeup, and her chestnut-dyed hair shimmered in the spring sunlight. She stood over 168 centimeters tall, her weight uncertain but her build sturdy. I felt overwhelmed, and when she fixed me with her large eyes, I couldn't help but look down. While doing so, I shamefully let my penis grow hard inside my pants, hiding it as I took attendance.
At the lectern, pretending to pull up a slipped sock, I bent down and caught a glimpse of Tomomi-sama's feet. Pure white indoor shoes and loose socks came into view. The contrast between her sun-kissed legs and the white socks was striking. I writhed, wanting to serve those divine feet, and swallowed hard.
Looking back now, Lady Tomomi must have already seen through my perversion back then. She crossed her legs as if toying with my gaze, her eyes holding a meaningful smile as she studied me. I feigned calm, cleared my throat awkwardly, and turned away from her gaze toward the blackboard.
――That day three years ago came back to me as if it were yesterday. Walking from the staff room to the auditorium, I thought about the graduation ceremony taking place today. Lady Tomomi was finally graduating. Last night, there had been one last training session. On that occasion, Lady Tomomi declared to me:
"Since I'm graduating tomorrow, this is goodbye to you too. It's been seriously fun these three years. But this is the end. You should find yourself a new mistress. Sorry, but once I go to junior college, I won't be playing with you anymore."
In my one-room apartment, naked after the training session, I knelt in seiza position, wearing the panties Lady Tomomi had given me over my head so the crotch part pressed against my nose, and heard those words. Yet, I couldn't stop crying from the sadness. I clenched my semen-stained hands tightly, staring blankly at the stainless steel bowl placed on the floor. Inside, a small amount of Tomomi-sama's holy water still lingered at the bottom, glistening in the light from the ceiling. As I froze in shock from the abrupt declaration, Tomomi-sama tugged sharply on the leash attached to my collar.
“Now, drink the last of the holy water. Not a single drop left.”
Sitting composedly in her uniform, legs crossed on the chair, Lady Tomomi said this, then flashed the most beautiful smile in the world. Through tear-blurred vision, I beheld the goddess's descent. “Thank you!” I cried, grateful for her mercy. I shifted the panty covering my face and bent over the holy water bowl. Then, I scooped it up with my tongue and drank it all. The taste of the last holy water felt, somehow, more bittersweet than before. Even after the holy water was gone, I lingered, clinging to the bowl, licking it endlessly...
Walking down the deserted hallway toward the auditorium where the graduation ceremony would be held, I found myself reflecting once more on the three years—by no means a short time—I had spent with Lady Tomomi.
The first semester of my first year passed peacefully, without incident. That said, my heart was constantly filled with longing for Lady Tomomi, my feelings only growing stronger. In truth, she had become my nightly fantasy countless times. Even so, I could never make any kind of proactive approach. My position as a teacher meant I had no choice but to keep those feelings hidden. Yet, my mind was constantly occupied by Lady Tomomi. Even during class, I would often find myself mesmerized by her beautiful smile, forcing me to exert self-control each time. Spending my days in such torment, once I returned to my apartment, my fantasies exploded. I would gaze at the photos I'd secretly taken of Ms. Tomomi during PE class in the schoolyard through the window of the social studies prep room and masturbate like a madman. Whenever I had a spare moment, I'd take photos of Ms. Tomomi in her gym uniform with my prized SLR camera fitted with a high-powered telephoto lens.
Close-ups of her sweaty face, her buttocks encased in bloomers, her enormous breasts clearly visible even through her gym uniform, her thighs straining to burst free... I snapped photos like a man possessed. I desperately wanted to get my hands on one of her sweat-soaked gym uniforms, but sneaking into the changing room was out of the question, so I had to settle for imagining it. Just thinking about her damp, sweaty armpits made me feel like I might faint. They were probably shaved, but maybe soft, downy hair was starting to sprout here and there. If so, that would be another wonderful sight. I imagined sniffing the scent of her damp gym uniform under her arms and, if possible, running my tongue directly over that sensitive skin.
As a result of taking countless photos, I accumulated nearly a hundred pictures over the two months of April and May. Among them, I enlarged my absolute favorites and stored them in a special file. Then, night after night, I used them as material to vigorously masturbate.
But when June arrived and the rainy season began, PE classes on the school grounds were often canceled, leaving me frustrated. Instead, or rather as compensation for not being able to take photos, I decided to use my free class periods to rummage through Tomomi-sama's shoe locker. Entering the changing room was impossible, but the entrance hall was just an extension of the hallway, so I could stop by without arousing much suspicion. Naturally, I was nervous the first time, but with each subsequent visit, my nerve grew, and I gradually became bolder. Each time I slipped into the dim, damp entranceway on a rainy, gloomy morning, my heart would suddenly race. Approaching the 1-A shoe lockers with a pounding heart, I'd pull out Tomomi-sama's well-worn loafers from her familiar shelf. Trembling at the pounding of my own heart, I'd thrill at their feel. At first, terrified of being seen, I'd only casually pick them up. But as I grew accustomed, I couldn't resist sniffing them, or running my tongue over the darkened insoles. Unfortunately, since the shoes had been off for quite some time, I never got the scent I'd hoped for.
Sometimes, I'd expose my erect penis, slip it inside the shoe, and rub the tip against the insole. The silent stairwell was a gateway to my dreams. I always wished I could stay there forever, but I couldn't linger indefinitely. After a few minutes, I had to leave. It tugged at my heartstrings, but if caught red-handed, no excuse would hold up. It couldn't be helped.
After doing that, seeing Ms. Tomomi's face sent shivers of masochistic pleasure through me. I was her homeroom teacher, yet I'd sniffed the scent of my student's shoes... no, worse, I'd rubbed my genitals against her insole. Thinking that, I desperately wanted her to know what I'd done. But if she ever found out, it would be my ruin, so I held it in.
Occasionally during lunch breaks, walking down the hallway, I'd unexpectedly encounter Ms. Tomomi emerging from the restroom. In those moments, imagining her form inside that stall made me feel like I might faint. Whether it was number one or number two remained unclear, but either way, the image of Lady Tomomi lowering her panties, straddling the white ceramic bowl, exposing her lustrously thick pubic hair, and relieving herself would flash through my mind. I desperately wanted to peek at her. Deep down, I fervently wished to become her personal human toilet, but of course, that was an impossible dream.
The rainy season brought high humidity, a different kind of oppressive stickiness from the midsummer heat, making even slight movement cause sticky sweat to form. Imagining that Lady Tomomi's panties must surely be damp and clammy too at such times drove me nearly mad. Lady Tomomi, just finished using the toilet... perhaps she hadn't wiped properly, and yellow or brown stains might cling to the crotch area. Ah, I want to smell her panties! Miss Tomomi, I beg you, please let me smell the scent of those panties... I was torn apart inside by this wicked, pleading fantasy. Yet Miss Tomomi's phantom only mocked me, tormenting me further. At times like that, I'd dash into the social studies prep room, lock the door, and forget I was still on school grounds. I'd pull down my pants and underwear, yank out my stiffened member, grip it, and furiously indulge in masturbation to dispel my lustful thoughts.
In this way, it was no exaggeration to say I was utterly obsessed with Tomomi-sama back then. Actually touching her body was utterly out of the question, something I could never be permitted to do. So, I fixated solely on the clothes and shoes that clung to her body. Among these, the panties covering the most sensitive part—the cleft between her thighs—held more than mere fascination for me. What kind of fabric? What color? What shape? How soiled were they? I thought about nothing else day after day. Besides panties, what truly stirred my heart were socks and gym uniforms. Both were prone to becoming damp, seemingly soaked with precious sweat secreted from countless pores, fiercely stimulating my fetishistic desires. Dampness inevitably meant the scent would rise, so I was probably obsessed with Lady Tomomi's body odor. I wouldn't sniff the sweat of an ugly girl for a million yen, but the same scent emanating from Lady Tomomi instantly became the most exquisite fragrance.
The mere fact that it is secreted from Lady Tomomi's body elevates its fragrance to a level more sublime than any expensive cologne. I have fantasized countless times about being allowed to smell the scent of Lady Tomomi's loose socks. If it were permitted, I would kneel naked before Lady Tomomi, fully clothed, and say, “Smell it, huh?” and be laughed at while she pressed her sweaty socked feet against my face. My longing soared even higher, ultimately reaching what could be considered the ultimate: Lady Tomomi's holy water and golden liquid. Rationally, both are simply bodily waste, but to me, they are different. The crucial factor is that they have passed through Lady Tomomi's body. With any other ugly girl, it wouldn't even be worth discussing, but Lady Tomomi is special. She possesses the unique ability to purify any substance within her body. Even if it enters her mouth as an earthly substance, by the time it passes through her organs and is expelled from her sacred area between her legs, it has miraculously transformed into a heavenly substance. Somehow, impurities are filtered out, and the process feels like a cosmic mystery, filled with captivating enigma. Therefore, Lady Tomomi's excretions are not at all dirty; they are incredibly pure, a symbol of mercy.
Lady Tomomi was, above all, a flashy kogal. As she gradually grew accustomed to school life, she began attending in increasingly elaborate makeup and provocatively shortened uniforms. Her hair had become almost golden, and her skirt length was pushed to the absolute limit. Even so, she stood in stark contrast to the ugly ganguro yamanba flooding the streets, and she was truly lovely. Her large eyes, outlined in light blue eyeshadow, were as beautiful as a forest lake from a foreign film, and I was overcome with a desire to shed everything and dive into those eyes.
The only concern was her somewhat lacking academic performance. I taught Japanese history, and her midterm results were scores that should have earned her a failing grade. But since it was entirely up to my discretion, I naturally didn't do that. I pretended some incorrect answers were grading errors and marked them correct, taking the utmost care to avoid situations like make-up exams.
Then July came, and it was time for the final exams, but as usual, Tomomi-sama's test results were not good, and I naturally plotted to raise her scores again. However, between the midterms and the finals, Tomomi-sama's grades had plummeted, and even if I falsified her scores, unfortunately, I couldn't do anything about her other subjects, so as a result, she had to take make-up exams in three subjects. At that time, I was filled with remorse toward Tomomi-sama and keenly aware of my own powerlessness. However, my feelings for Tomomi-sama at this point were still platonic, so she had no way of knowing that I was working behind the scenes. Everything I did was entirely my own decision. Therefore, in making this confession now, I must make it clear that even if I am blamed for not performing my duties fairly during the regular exams, the responsibility lies solely with me, and Tomomi-sama is in no way at fault.
And so, without ever being able to confess my feelings to Tomomi-sama, the day of the closing ceremony finally arrived. As I handed out report cards to each student, the thought that I wouldn't see Ms. Tomomi for the entire summer vacation plunged me into utter despair. When it came time to give her her report card, I unexpectedly felt tears welling up. But Ms. Tomomi, unaware of my feelings, snatched the card from my hand as if seizing it, then promptly returned to her seat. Leaving only the faint scent of sweet cologne behind.
Unlike me, who was feeling sentimental, the students were cheerful and carefree. After homeroom ended, they happily streamed out of the classroom. I stood by the window after everyone had left. The classroom was quiet with the students gone, and I gazed blankly out at the shadows of students scattering across the schoolyard, heading home. The classroom was on the fourth floor, so I couldn't make out the faces of the students heading toward the school gate. Still, I stood there by the window for what felt like an eternity, like a fool, thinking that somewhere in that crowd, Lady Tomomi must be there too.
The July sky, just a few days after the rainy season ended, was dazzlingly blue, and the bright white clouds announced the arrival of full-fledged summer.
The long, long summer vacation had begun. Even during summer break, teachers don't get the same vacation as students. There's quite a bit we have to do at school. Plus, students still come in for club activities and such.
My school was quite active in sports clubs, with many opportunities to compete in various tournaments. That year, both the basketball and volleyball clubs made it to the top four in the prefectural tournament. The softball club sadly lost in the semifinals, but the basketball club won the championship and advanced to the national tournament.
However, my beloved Tomomi-sama didn't participate in any club activities, so she never came to school. I could only imagine her out having fun, forcing me to endure days filled with restless longing. She must have spent her days at the beach and her nights enjoying karaoke and clubs. What's more, she was surely surrounded by men constantly, leading a promiscuous sex life. For me, that imagination was nothing short of torture. Every time I pictured Lady Tomomi having sex, I felt like I was going mad. Of course, being a masochist, I didn't want to have sex with her myself. I only wished to serve her body with my tongue. I desperately longed to lick every inch of her body, damp with sweat after an all-nighter at a club or similar place.
Occasionally, under the guise of student guidance, I would patrol the night streets. I went with other teachers, but one night near the end of July, while on patrol in the entertainment district, I saw Lady Tomomi. She was a divine sight. She wore a camisole dress that exposed her thighs, cork-soled platform sandals barefoot, and adorned her arms and neck with numerous accessories. The floral camisole and accessories complemented her sun-kissed skin perfectly.
“Hey, Sakakibara.”
My colleague addressed Lady Tomomi in a rather presumptuous tone. My heart pounded relentlessly; standing beside him was all I could manage. Lady Tomomi turned at the sound of his voice, her expression briefly awkward, but she quickly returned to her usual, radiant smile.
“Ah, Teacher. What a coincidence to see you here.”
Though Ms. Tomomi had no one with her, she seemed to be heading somewhere—perhaps to a meeting spot. She stopped briefly, but her desire to leave the area quickly was plain to see.
“It's no coincidence. What are you doing out at this hour? Go home now. It's already ten o'clock.”
My colleague scolded her, holding up his watch. Tomomi-sama shot me a dismissive glance, as if mocking me for standing there with my mouth agape, dazed despite being her homeroom teacher. She snorted derisively, muttered “I'm heading home now,” to my colleague, and walked off. Staring after her retreating figure, my colleague muttered bitterly.
“She's hopeless, isn't she?”
Normally, as her homeroom teacher, I should have been the one to reprimand her. But at that moment, I was utterly spellbound by Ms. Tomomi's sexy silhouette, as if under a spell. I was so captivated that I even forgot to respond to my colleague's words.
“Well then, Mr. Yamagata, I think we should wrap things up for today and head home too.”
My colleague said. Snapping out of my daze, I replied, “Yes, you're right.”
We parted ways there. Once my colleague disappeared into the crowd, I started walking quite naturally in the direction Tomomi-sama had gone. It wasn't that I felt guilty or anything. I just couldn't bring myself to go straight back to my apartment. Like a sleepwalker, I wandered through the entertainment district, chasing the phantom of Tomomi-sama.
It was a muggy night, and as I walked, I repeatedly wiped the sweat pouring from my forehead with my handkerchief. I don't recall exactly where or how I walked, but when I turned a corner, I suddenly saw Lady Tomomi ahead. My heart skipped a beat and I stopped dead in my tracks. It was in front of a phone booth beside a park on the edge of the entertainment district. Lady Tomomi was leaning against the glass door of the booth, standing there looking lost. And then, upon noticing me, unbelievably, she beckoned me over gently. I drifted toward her as if drawn by a magnet.
“I knew you'd follow me,”
she said, fixing me with a cool gaze. I opened my mouth, trying to muster whatever dignity remained of my former teacher self, but my tongue wouldn't cooperate under the pressure. I couldn't get a word out. Sweat poured down like a waterfall, and I frantically wiped it away with my handkerchief. Observing her closely, I saw she held a can of beer in her hand and seemed to be drinking already. Her cheeks were faintly flushed, and perhaps it was my imagination, but her eyes looked moist and dreamy. She left her mouth slightly open, her tongue peeking out suggestively, then licked her white-lipsticked lips teasingly. Slowly, she squatted down, looking up at me from below.
Seeing her like that, I instantly got hard. How wonderful, I thought. Her skirt was short, and with her legs spread as she crouched, the panties I'd longed to see were completely exposed. I stared intently at that alluring triangle. I could make out a white cotton-like fabric with red polka dots. Any sense of my position as a teacher was completely gone.
“How lewd of you, looking at a student's panties. Are you frustrated?” "
Ms. Tomomi shot me a contemptuous look without restraint. Still standing rigidly at attention, I hid my panic and shook my head exaggeratedly.
“A student shouldn't be teasing her teacher like this!”
I stammered out my protest, but Ms. Tomomi just snorted and gulped down her beer.
“Sorry, but that's totally unconvincing. You're saying that while getting a boner, aren't you? Hahaha.”
I felt the blood rush to my face, turning me bright red with embarrassment. Normally, I should have gotten angry here, but sadly, being a masochist, I bowed my head, numb with a sense of being abused. Tomomi-sama, getting carried away, said,
“Hey, teacher, if it's that, I'm free tonight. Want me to torment you starting now?”
For a moment, I couldn't believe my ears. Torment me? Why would Lady Tomomi say such a thing? I'd always fantasized about that kind of situation, but I'd never openly told Lady Tomomi how I felt. So why was she saying something that seemed to see right through me? As I stood there confused and bewildered, Lady Tomomi lit a cigarette and laughed loudly.
“So you really are a masochist. Your eyes give you away. You've always wanted me to torment you, haven't you? You were always watching me nervously. You think I didn't notice?”
Fate twists and turns in ways you never expect. Hearing Lady Tomomi's words, I felt as if I were in a dream.
“Silence means I hit the nail on the head, huh? Hahaha, you're the worst.”
Miss Tomomi called me ‘you’. I was intoxicated by the sweet sound of that word. Being called ‘you’ by a woman nearly two decades my junior, and moreover, my own student, stirred twisted desires within me. I felt like I was floating on air.
There was no one else around. I stood before the student, who sat sprawled on the street under the light of a phone booth, gulping beer, my own erection standing erect. The gaze of Tomomi-sama upon me held a cruel light, as if toying with the masochism lurking in my deepest psyche. To an outsider, it must have been a rather ridiculous sight, but at that moment, I was intensely aroused.
A teacher stands before a female student who drinks beer and puffs on cigarettes. There's no dignity left whatsoever. Yet for me, that very situation was a scene I longed for.
“Hey, you perverted masochist teacher, you won't get anywhere staying silent. Say something. You want to be bullied by a high school girl, don't you? If that's the case, just say so clearly!”
After saying that, Tomomi-sama downed her beer and tossed the empty can at my feet. Then she stood up, walked over, and blew smoke right into my face. I'm 170 cm tall, but Tomomi-sama was 168 cm and wearing platform sandals over 10 cm thick, so she was naturally looking down on me. Her heavily made-up face loomed close, and I gasped at her overwhelming beauty, swallowing hard. She blew smoke at me repeatedly, and I was drenched in humiliation within that smoke. Yet it wasn't unpleasant; to me, it was supreme pleasure.
Still, there was no traffic. Lady Tomomi removed the cigarette from her lips and held it between the fingers of her left hand. With her now free right hand, she slowly grasped my crotch. Her palm enveloped my erect penis along with my scrotum, tightening her grip.
“Seriously, you're a pervert. Rock hard, aren't you?”
Saying this, Lady Tomomi let a contemptuous smile touch the corner of her lips as she stared intently into my eyes, burning with shame. When I couldn't bear her gaze any longer and dropped my eyes to the ground, she instantly grabbed my jaw, jerked my head up, clamped the cigarette between her lips, and suddenly slapped my cheek with her open hand.
“Don't look away.”
Her grip on my crotch tightened further as she twisted my penis. Pulled up as if on tiptoes, I apologized with a trembling voice, “I-I'm sorry.” In that instant, I acknowledged my own masochism. A teacher being slapped by a student, having his genitals twisted, and apologizing. This couldn't possibly be a normal relationship.
"Hey, you're getting even harder with a student gripping your dick. What the hell? What the fuck are you thinking? Aren't you ashamed?"
Miss Tomomi laughed contemptuously at me, then abruptly spat the saliva pooled in her mouth onto my face. That precious bodily fluid adhered to my skin, slowly sliding down my jawline in obedience to the law of gravity. I was supremely honored that the Miss Tomomi I had longed for had not only gripped my crotch but also spat on me. And then, I finally knelt down right there. I couldn't pretend anymore. There was no dignity or decorum left in me as a teacher. Following my instincts, I dropped to my knees and pressed my forehead against the soles of Lady Tomomi's thick-soled sandals. The rough texture of the asphalt transferred to my sweaty forehead.
“Lady Tomomi, please make me your slave!”
Luckily, there was no one around. Before I knew it, without a moment's hesitation, I had uttered the words I had sealed deep within my heart for the entire semester. Perhaps the heat of that midsummer night had driven my reason mad. For an instant after speaking, I felt a flicker of regret, but it was too late to take it back. In that moment, I plummeted from the righteous path of a working adult into the hell of a beast. I should never have said “make me your slave.” I was a person engaged in the teaching profession, a kind of sacred vocation. Yet here I was, a thirty-nine-year-old teacher, blurting out to a fifteen-year-old student that I wanted to be her slave. It was wrong, no matter how you looked at it. Such thoughts should remain mere fantasies, never put into practice. With that single word, I had opened a forbidden door and carelessly crossed the line. I had uttered words a teacher must never speak. What would become of me now? Thinking this, I grew afraid. Yet I remained kneeling at Tomomi-sama's feet.
Her thick-soled sandal rested on the back of my head. As I lay prostrate before Tomomi-sama on that midsummer night street, I heard the crashing sound of my adult persona and all the social grace I'd cultivated crumbling to pieces.
Graduation <2>
Guided by Tomomi-sama, I entered a nearby love hotel. As soon as we entered the room, I was ordered to strip completely naked, and I obediently followed that command. Tomomi-sama took a new can of beer from the refrigerator, sat down on the bed, and opened the pull tab. She watched me impatiently peel off my sweat-stuck shirt with an amused look. I felt unbearably ashamed, wishing I could vanish into a hole, yet contrary to that feeling, the flames of my masochism burned fiercely. Standing naked before my fifteen-year-old student, who watched me with a beer in hand and a smile, was the ultimate humiliation. Yet, in nearly forty years of life, I had never felt such intense arousal. I shed my polo shirt, pulled down my cotton pants, and stood in just my boxers. My scrawny body reflected in the wall mirror. I tossed my clothes onto the sofa, thinking, What kind of sight am I presenting to a student? I felt utterly pathetic. Yet, as if to toy with my thoughts, Tomomi crossed her legs, puffed on her cigarette, and said:
“Hurry up and take off your boxers too, you perverted masochist. You're rock hard already, aren't you?”
She was right. My crotch bulged so prominently it was obvious even through my boxers. It was nothing I could show my students. Still, I couldn't disobey Lady Tomomi's command. Swallowing my shame, I grabbed my boxers and, feeling her gaze burning into my groin, yanked them down in one swift motion.
“Whoa, this guy actually took them off. And he's hard! Getting naked and erect in front of your students like this... you really are a masochist, aren't you?”
Chisato-sama's roaring laughter echoed through the room. I stood there, my face flushed crimson, stiff as a board, soaking in that mockery. My hands pressed tightly against my sides, my back ramrod straight. Just a meter away, a student sat on the bed puffing on a cigarette. The situation was bizarre, yet I savored supreme pleasure in this moment—allowing Tomomi-sama to admire my natural form, presenting my skyward-pointing member right before her eyes.
How many times had I fantasized about this very scene? I felt as if I were ascending to heaven. The cheap love hotel lighting swirled around me like a galaxy of shooting stars, making the genitals Ms. Tomomi was staring at arch even further. Soon, my knees began trembling with a mixture of patheticness and an indescribable sense of shame. Glancing at the mirror, I saw my own hideous posture exposed to the world. I thought, I'm doing something outrageous, but far from dampening my spirits, it only heightened my arousal.
Lady Tomomi stubbed out her cigarette in the ashtray, slipped off her sandals, stretched out her legs, and toyed with my erect crotch using the soles of her feet. The sensation was so overwhelmingly pleasurable I instinctively pulled my hips back and squirmed. The feel of Lady Tomomi's soles was enchanting, like an angel's lips, pressing against my genitals with exquisite pressure. Then, while doing this, she spread her big toe and index toe, pinched my shaft between them, and stroked it up and down. I couldn't hold back, moaning and letting out a cry of pleasure.
“Ah, Ms. Tomomi, it feels so good. Thank you.”
While my student toyed with my crotch, a fleeting thought crossed my mind: was this really permissible? But resisting the pleasure was impossible; I was already beyond control. Then, laughing heartily, Tomomi-sama intensified the stimulation, goading me on.
“Come on, come on, moan more. Hands clasped behind your back, stick your cock out. That's it, that's it, good boy. You're making such a perverted face now. It's pretty hilarious, hahaha. See, you do whatever I say, don't you? After all, you're my slave. Now, writhe more.”
“Y-yes.”
Amused by my obedient response, Ms. Tomomi granted me even more pleasure. I was in a dreamlike state. The rhythmic movement of Ms. Tomomi's beautiful legs drove me mad in an instant. Before I knew it, I was utterly consumed by the exquisite sensation from the soles of her feet. Eventually, my knees buckled as if my hips were shattering, yet I still pressed my genitals greedily against the soles of Ms. Tomomi's feet, voraciously seeking more pleasure. Before my eyes, Lady Tomomi's feet, painted with glittery white pedicure polish, loomed closer. The fragrant scent tickled my nostrils. I swallowed hard, staring intently at those enticing toes. As if reading my mind, Lady Tomomi spread her toes, wriggling them provocatively as she thrust her foot inches from my face.
“What's wrong, pervert? You want to lick these stinky feet?”
“Yes! Please! Let me serve your magnificent feet!”
I screamed. The next instant, Ms. Tomomi pressed her foot against my face.
“Thank you!”
I lifted her foot with both hands, then eagerly took her glistening big toe into my mouth. Then, I stretched my tongue between her moist, damp toes, sucking each one carefully with a slurping sound.
“How is it? Pretty stinky, huh?”
“No, it's the most exquisite fragrance.”
Indeed, an overwhelming aroma pierced my nostrils, but my response was sincere. To me, that scent was more precious and sublime than any expensive perfume. It was the warm, sweet, enchanting scent of fruit I'd longed for forever. An intensely potent fragrance unimaginable from the delicate figure of Lady Tomomi. That gap excited me intensely, and I licked and sucked as if trying to devour every last bit of that scent, running my tongue meticulously all the way to the soles of her feet. As a result, I instantly covered Lady Tomomi's legs in saliva.
“Oh my, it seems you've been holding it in for quite a while. You're completely absorbed, like a dog in heat. What a terrible sight. Now, look at yourself in the mirror.”
Saying this, Lady Tomomi stepped on my cheek, forcing me to look towards the mirror. Still holding her feet in my mouth, I confronted my reflection in the mirror.
There, reflected in the mirror, was my own deranged image. A middle-aged man approaching forty, completely naked and shamelessly erect, holding up the legs of a high school girl in a camisole as if they were a fragile, precious treasure, licking and sucking her toes obsessively. Seeing my own perverted reflection only aroused me further, and finally, I blurted out the most shameful words imaginable.
“Miss Tomomi, please! Let me masturbate! Please watch my shameful masturbation!”
Hearing my words, Miss Tomomi burst into laughter.
“Are you out of your mind? A teacher asking a student to watch him masturbate? Do you really think that's acceptable? You're a genuine pervert, you know.”
Miss Tomomi said, looking utterly exasperated, and shrugged her shoulders. Still, thankfully, she granted me permission.
“Fine, then. If you want me to watch your shameful masturbation, say this: ‘I am a perverted masochistic teacher. Please watch my perverted masturbation.’”
I said it exactly as she ordered. Then, Ms. Tomomi openly scorned me, spat forcefully in my face, and commanded.
“Do it as perverted as you possibly can.”
“Yes! Thank you!”
Deeply grateful for Tomomi-sama's mercy, I began masturbating furiously. Kneeling, I thrust my genitals forward, half-closed my eyes, licked my lips repeatedly, and stroked my shaft.
“Haa haa, ah, Lady Tomomi. P-p-please watch. Haa haa. M-m-my shameful masturbation!”
Lady Tomomi kicked her legs about, amused, and I ejaculated in an instant. White filth spurted from the tip of my penis, tracing a parabolic arc before landing on the floor. Seeing that vast amount of semen splatter, Lady Tomomi declared.
“Wow, it came out. So dirty.”
Simultaneously with ejaculation, I rapidly regained my composure. And then, fear began to creep in. No matter how much my inhibitions had been stripped away, this was an utterly shameless act. The mirror reflected my naked, kneeling self, and I could see my genitals gradually shriveling. They were coated in semen. My hands were sticky too, and a white stain had adhered to the carpet at Lady Tomomi's feet. Staring at that stain, I was stunned by the depth of the sin I had committed. Before me, kneeling completely naked, sat a high school girl with her legs crossed, a cold smile on her face. When I confirmed that scene in the mirror, I faced the fact that I had opened the door to the animal realm myself. There was no going back. My position and Tomomi-sama's had completely reversed. I was no longer a teacher, and Tomomi-sama was no longer a student. I was merely her pet or slave, her servant, and Tomomi-sama was my master. Summer break was fine, but in just over a month, the second semester would begin, and I would have to face Tomomi-sama at school whether I liked it or not. How should I interact with her then? The thought made me gloomy. There was no way I could possibly treat her normally like before. I'd exposed myself in such a shameful state in front of the students. No excuse I could make would hold any weight whatsoever.
As I thought this and reached for the tissue box, Lady Tomomi's leg shot out instantly, kicking me in the cheek. I was pushed back, my face exposed in utter humiliation.
“How dare you try to use a tissue? Lick the semen off your hand with your own tongue. Now, I'll watch you lick up the semen you produced yourself.”
Of course, I couldn't possibly refuse. I spread my soiled palm, brought it to my face, and timidly extended my tongue. Then, I licked up the white, cloudy liquid. Licking my own semen was an experience I'd never had before. An indescribable bitterness numbed the tip of my tongue, and a raw, fishy taste spread throughout my mouth. Glancing up, I saw Lady Tomomi looking down at me with a smile like Mary's.
“Now, lick it clean.”
“Yes.”
I ran my tongue over my sticky palms, just as I had served Lady Tomomi's legs moments before. Lady Tomomi had apparently wanted me to lick her genitals too, but no matter how much I bent my waist, my stiff body couldn't manage it. So, for her genitals, she allowed me to wipe them thoroughly with my hands and then use tissue. I wiped her genitals in front of Lady Tomomi, and then wiped the stain off the floor too. When I looked up, Lady Tomomi grabbed my hair and pulled me closer. She uncrossed her legs and leaned forward herself.
“I'll give you a reward, so open your mouth wide.”
Saying this, Lady Tomomi suggestively let the saliva pooled in her mouth peek between her lips.
“Thank you!”
I opened my mouth wide and tilted my face under Lady Tomomi's lips, offering it. A moment later, Lady Tomomi's lips parted slightly, and a large amount of saliva dripped through the opening. I received it. Warm bodily fluid, the precious bodily fluid of Lady Tomomi, quietly poured into me. In that instant, I was enveloped in an indescribable sense of happiness. I had just been given the liquid of the heavens directly from Lady Tomomi, an existence akin to a god—thinking this, I clasped my hands together in prayer within my heart.
And so, my life of servitude began in spectacular fashion. Even just during summer break, Lady Tomomi summoned me at least once every three days, and each time I served as her toy. The location was invariably a room in a love hotel, and the time was often late at night. Back then, Lady Tomomi hadn't yet come to my apartment. Whenever I received her call, no matter the hour, my heart would leap with excitement, and I would eagerly set out.
As August arrived and our encounters grew more frequent, Lady Tomomi began issuing various requests when summoning me. At first, it was things like “Come wearing only pants, no underwear,” or “Come with an anal vibrator inserted in your asshole.” But it gradually escalated, and by the end of summer break, I was even ordered to come with my pants zipper down, exposing my genitals—though I was allowed to hide it with my shirttail. Yet I never disobeyed; I always went to the meeting place dressed exactly as instructed.
On one occasion, I was made to call a two-shot dial service specializing in SM—a service I secretly subscribed to—in front of Lady Tomomi. I experienced a play where she watched me being trained over the phone by an unknown dominatrix on the other end. During such times, Lady Tomomi would sit on the bed as usual, drinking beer, enjoying the sight of me, completely naked, holding a cell phone and exposing myself in various poses. While receiving commands from the dominatrix on the phone like “Get on all fours and assume the dog position” or “Stand by the window, open the curtains, face outside, and masturbate,” I naturally performed these poses before Ms. Tomomi, experiencing an unbelievable sense of pleasure.
Ms. Tomomi initially addressed me simply as ‘Atsuo,’ but it changed to ‘Mazo’ partway through and eventually stuck as that name. I have consistently addressed her with respect as ‘Lady Tomomi’.
Then, a month had passed in the blink of an eye since that memorable night at the end of July when she first tormented me. It was late at night, the day before the start of the second semester. Suddenly, Lady Tomomi visited me. I think it was close to midnight. At that time, I had finished my bath early and was watching an SM video in my six-mat room apartment. I stock up on videos and books about once a month. That said, given my profession as a teacher, I hesitate to buy such videos and books in the town where I live. So, I make a special trip to the prefectural capital of a neighboring prefecture to purchase them. This usually happens after payday. On those occasions, besides books and videos, I also buy two-shot cards for telephone play, and occasionally visit adult establishments like SM clubs or fashion health parlors.
That night, I had just come from playing at a fashion health club I frequented. This particular health club specialized in kogal girls, and I liked it because you could enjoy uniform roleplay. You might criticize me, thinking, “How shameless of me, being trained by Lady Tomomi!” But there's a reason for this. While it's true that being tormented by Lady Tomomi is incredibly pleasurable and an honor, I'm strictly forbidden from touching or licking anything but her feet. This leaves my frustration perpetually on the verge of exploding. Imagine the agony of having fifteen-year-old, healthy thighs and ample breasts within arm's reach, yet being absolutely forbidden to touch them. It's like being teased to the point of desperation—quite painful indeed. In fact, during summer vacation alone, I was allowed to ejaculate over twenty times before Lady Tomomi, yet not once was I permitted to touch her body, developed to the point of bursting. The most I was ever permitted was to touch her heel to toe, not even her calf. Of course, back then, I was still completely untouched by play involving holy water or golden showers. My training was basically limited to masturbation viewing, receiving her spit, and serving her from the heel down. After parting with Lady Tomomi, I often returned to my room and masturbated again. Otherwise, I simply couldn't sleep. So, clutching my meager savings, I'd go to a health club, request a girl resembling Tomomi-sama—preferably a kogal type—and touch and lick her body to my heart's content, trying to calm myself. I'd beg the girl to let me lick her anus and armpits too, taking ample time for cunnilingus, and almost always finishing in a 69 position. Holding the girl's buttocks as her face pressed against mine, I'd suck on her slit and lick like a madman, ejaculating into her mouth. Only after releasing her body and plucking a stray pubic hair caught on the corner of her lips would I finally feel calm. When play ended like that, most girls would ask with a smile, “Seems like you had a lot built up. Feeling refreshed?” Each time, I'd give a shy smile and say, “Yes.”
When the doorbell suddenly rang, I was watching a video wearing only my pajama top, pants off, my lower body exposed, gripping my genitals. The moment I heard the chime, I jerked my hand back in surprise. Reflexively, I paused the video with the remote, switched the TV channel back to normal, and hurriedly pulled on my pants while wondering, Who on earth could be visiting at this hour? Still puzzled, I headed for the front door.
Passing through the messy kitchen, I approached the flimsy door and peered through the peephole. Standing on the other side was Tomomi-sama. Seeing her figure through the peephole, I was stunned. I never dreamed Lady Tomomi would come to a place like this, leaving me utterly flustered. Suddenly tense, I tremblingly unlocked the door and pushed it open.
“L-Lady Tomomi. W-welcome. It's messy, but please come in.”
Stammering from nerves, I invited her inside. Wearing white denim hot pants and a pink tank top, Lady Tomomi removed her white sneakers—with soles at least two inches thick—in the narrow entranceway. Now clad only in loose socks, she stepped onto the wooden floor.
“Hey, Masuo, what were you doing?”
She advanced to the six-mat room at the back, sat cross-legged where I'd been sitting moments before, and looked up at me, still standing, from below. Her bare thighs were agonizingly tempting. I stood frozen in the doorway, hesitating whether to tell the truth. As I stammered, Ms. Tomomi keenly spotted the video package still tossed on the table. She picked it up, scrutinized the cover intently, then turned a cold, knowing gaze toward me. Leaving the video package out had been my mistake. Worse, if one looked closely at the table, right beside that package lay a discount coupon for the health spa I'd just visited. Lady Tomomi immediately noticed the coupon too and picked it up.
“How disgusting, you. You went to a place like that, even though you're just a slave? What's this? There's a message on the back. ‘Thanks so much for tonight. You licked all sorts of places thoroughly, and it felt amazing. Come again. Ayu. Days off: Wed, Thu.’ Huh, so you licked all sorts of places on Ayu-chan? And even though you just got off like that, you were watching videos and jerking off again?”
“I-I'm so sorry.”
I fell to my knees as if struck, bowing deeply until my forehead scraped the carpet. Then, trembling, I offered Chisato-sama the whip I'd bought at the adult shop for her training session the other day, along with my personal collar, begging her.
“Ms. Tomomi, I am truly sorry. Please punish me with this whip. I beg you.”
I pressed my forehead hard against the carpet once more and pleaded. Ms. Tomomi took the whip and collar, sat back down at the table, and cracked the whip. Though it hit through my pajamas, a sharp crack echoed, and pain shot through my back.
“Thank you!”
I clenched my teeth and offered my thanks. Then, stepping on the back of my head, Lady Tomomi declared.
“Get naked, quick. You masochist, tonight I'll punish you thoroughly with this.”
“Thank you!”
I swiftly shed my pajamas, stood completely naked, and knelt once more. My penis was already stiff as a board. Tomomi-sama grabbed my hair, yanked my face up, and suddenly slapped my cheek repeatedly. She then fastened a collar around my neck, took the leash, and ordered, “Hey, pervert, stand up with your hands behind your back.”
“Yes.”
I stood up. This positioned me directly in front of Tomomi-sama, seated at the table, with my erect penis thrust out toward her. Tomomi-sama pinched the skin covering my penis, pulled the loose skin forward, and tied the excess skin with a nearby rubber band.
“You uncircumcised bastard, thinking you're so great going to a health club. You're a hundred years too early.”
Saying that, she brought the whip down. It struck my chest, instantly raising a red welt. The lashes repeated over and over. I instinctively tried to escape the excruciating pain, but the leash on my collar was gripped tightly, leaving me almost unable to move. It was impossible.
“You, wearing a collar like a dog, getting whipped like this, and look at this cock. It's getting harder and harder, isn't it?”
“I-I-I'm sorry.”
I answered with my eyes closed, trembling in fear at Lady Tomomi's completely unrestrained loud voice. I couldn't help but think about the neighbors. With a voice this loud, in a cheap apartment like this, it would surely carry right through to the next door. When that thought struck me, even I managed to muster a bit of reason, and before I knew it, I was pleading desperately.
“Chisato-sama, I'm truly grateful for your punishment, but could you please lower your voice just a little? People know I'm a teacher here, so I beg you. Please, please have mercy.”
To my surprise, Chisato-sama nodded easily, saying, “You're right,” and lowered her voice.
“Well, I suppose you have your reputation to uphold. So, is this volume acceptable?”
“It is quite acceptable. Thank you so very much.”
Never before had I felt Lady Tomomi's kindness so profoundly. I became even more captivated by her. However, while her voice had indeed grown quieter, the force of the whip showed no sign of weakening; if anything, it intensified. Before long, my upper body was stained bright red. When there were soon no more places left to strike, Lady Tomomi ordered me to mount her, face down, across her own thighs. I placed my hands on the floor, exposed my buttocks, and positioned myself over her legs. She then clamped my genitals between her thighs, discarded the whip, and began slapping my buttocks hard with her open hand. I was spanked continuously, like a naughty child being punished by his mother. It was a more sweetly painful discipline than the whip. Think about it. If this were training from an ordinary dominant woman, it might fit the stepmother-child scenario possible in an image club offering soft SM play. But in this case, the one spanking the buttocks of a single teacher nearing forty was her fifteen-year-old high school student. It was the very pinnacle of perversion. I found myself uncharacteristically aroused by this gap.
Before I knew it, the sensation of her soft thighs pressing against my genitals, sandwiched between her legs, felt so good that I was unconsciously grinding my hips against her thighs. The soft flesh of her thighs felt like a dream.
“Ah, Lady Tomomi—”
I lost myself, thrusting wildly. Soon, the rubber band tied around my tip snapped, and I came in an instant. My white fluid stained the inside of Lady Tomomi's thigh, causing her to fly into a rage. She cursed me like a madwoman, then unleashed a hail of lashes. After that, she ordered me to get on all fours and immediately transitioned to horse training. Once I was on all fours, Lady Tomomi plopped her weight down on my back, straddling me. Like a jockey on a racehorse, she whipped my buttocks while using a short leash to make me walk. I walked around the room relentlessly. Even with the air conditioner on, sweat poured out of me. My knees shook violently, yet I kept walking desperately. Above all, the weight and sensation of Lady Tomomi's buttocks on my back were unbearable. Warmth radiated through her hot pants. I advanced, drenched in sweat. But after circling nearly ten times, I finally collapsed, slumping to the floor like a crushed ragdoll. Her full weight came down mercilessly on my back, nearly choking me. She bounced up and down on my back several times, looking displeased.
“You lazy horse. Already down?”
“I-I'm so sorry.”
I gasped out the apology. Finally, she gave my backside a sharp smack with her open hand, climbed off my back, and pulled off her denim hot pants as if stripping them off. Then she sat down at the table, spreading her legs wide. Her panties, white with faint blue stripes, caught my eye. I assumed a seated position and found myself drawn to stare at the fabric.
“So hot. My panties are all sweaty too. Hey, masochist, wanna smell it here?”
Chisato looked at me with a tempting gaze, taunting me.
“Yes, I want to smell it! Please let me!”
I pleaded with almost tragic intensity, leaning closer while still staring at the fabric between her legs.
“Then shove your face right here. But I'm not some health club girl, so I won't let you lick me directly.”
“Just the scent is enough for me!”
I lunged forward while still seated, finally burying my face between Tomomi-sama's thighs. A warm, slightly stale fragrance enveloped me. Ah, this was the scent of Tomomi-sama's panties I'd longed for! I inhaled deeply, filling my lungs with that aroma. My genitals reacted instantly. I frantically jerked myself off. And once again, I came in an instant.
Graduation〈3〉
The second semester began the very next day, but my body was covered in countless welts from the whippings, making even putting on a shirt painful. What's more, the wounds remained on my arms, so I couldn't wear a short-sleeved shirt either. I endured the heat and slipped my arms into a long-sleeved shirt.
The first day of the second term was still a blazing summer day, and I walked to school drenched in sweat. I tried to look as calm as possible as I slipped through the school gate, but inside, my heart was pounding. Would I actually be able to look Lady Tomomi in the face...? The thought made me restless. The night before, as she was leaving, Lady Tomomi had made me walk her to the front door completely naked and said this:
“School starts tomorrow, but don't worry, I won't tell anyone about this. In return, you understand, right? If you try to lecture me like some self-important teacher despite being a masochist, you'll get plenty of punishment later. Be prepared. Well, deliberately doing something like that and training you in the gym storage room might be quite fun... Anyway, it looks like I'll have an interesting school life starting tomorrow, hahaha.”
I entered the staff room, attended morning assembly, then went to the auditorium for the opening ceremony. Students were already gathered there. Taking my seat in the staff section, I scanned my own class with my eyes alone. Looking from the front, around the middle, there was the figure of Lady Tomomi, shining exceptionally brightly, as if bathed in a halo. She sat with her legs crossed, revealing her lovely thighs, chatting and laughing with her friends. I gazed upon Tomomi-sama's smile as if under a spell. I had received a drop of her saliva from those enchanting lips! And I had been allowed to smell the scent of the panties hidden beneath that short skirt! Thinking such things, I recalled the training from the night before and swallowed hard. If I took off this shirt, the marks of the whip Tomomi-sama had etched into my body would be visible all over. The pain still throbbed, yet the moment I saw Lady Tomomi, it miraculously transformed into pleasure.
Throughout the entire opening ceremony, I couldn't hear a word the principal or student council president said. I could only see Lady Tomomi. She was giggling and chattering away as usual, ignoring the ceremony just like me. Though her reasons were different, her attitude was the same.
Then the ceremony ended, and we moved to homeroom in the classroom. I stepped up to the teacher's desk to take attendance. I found myself in a dilemma: when calling out Lady Tomomi's name, I had to use her surname just like the other students. I really wanted to call her ‘Lady Tomomi’. But since everyone else was called by their last names alone – ‘Inoue’, ‘Kato’ – I had to call her ‘Sakakibara’ too. To steady myself, I cleared my throat before calling out the names. Akita, Asakura, Iguchi... then Kudo, Kondo, Sakai. Finally, it was Lady Tomomi's turn. Resolving myself, I kept my eyes fixed on the attendance sheet and casually called out, “Sakakibara.” But there was no immediate response. A moment passed. I felt cold sweat run down my back. My heart felt like it was being gripped by an eagle's talons as I nervously raised my eyes. Then, finally, a half-hearted “Haaai” came back. I looked over, and Miss Tomomi was grinning. I cleared my throat again, deliberately, and called the next student's name: “Shimizu.” Listening to the response, I thought, Is this going to happen every day from now on...? My heart grew heavy. Every morning, I have to address Ms. Tomomi without honorifics? How insolent of me, a mere slave! I thought bitterly, resentful of my position as a teacher.
Still, somehow homeroom ended without incident, and it was time to go home. I left the classroom before the students and headed for the staff room. I wondered if Lady Tomomi might follow me and reprimand me for something, but nothing happened. I reached the staff room surprisingly quickly, almost anticlimactically. After that, I did a little work at my desk and went home. By that time, there were no students left inside the school or outside the gates, and of course, Lady Tomomi was nowhere to be seen. I left school feeling somewhat let down. On the way, I bought a bento, thinking Lady Tomomi might call. Once back at my apartment, I didn't step out of my room once, but ultimately, that day ended without any contact from her.
The long night, spent waiting for the phone to ring, ended in vain. The next day, I went to school sleep-deprived. The sunlight, as intense as midsummer, was dazzling, and the patterns of leaves cast deep shadows on the white walls. Students, unaware of anything, passed me as I trudged through the school gate, greeting me with “Good morning!” I responded with a flat reply, imagining what kind of reaction they might have if they knew about my foolish behavior in front of Lady Tomomi... What would their reaction be...? I pondered such things as I walked toward the staff entrance.
After entering the staff room and exchanging light conversation with colleagues, I prepared for class and headed to the classroom. Walking down the bright hallway, I pondered what exactly Lady Tomomi intended.
Upon stepping into Class 1-A, everyone was already seated. Of course, Lady Tomomi was at her own desk, animatedly chatting with the student next to her. I stepped up to the teacher's desk, gave the morning greeting, and then took attendance. Naturally, when calling out Tomomi-sama's name, I mustered my courage and addressed her simply as “Sakakibara.” Sure enough, she answered with a “Haaai,” sounding slightly annoyed but perfectly normal. I breathed a sigh of relief as I finished taking attendance.
After briefly relaying some announcements, I left the classroom. First period was scheduled for the third-year students. Ultimately, during homeroom, I never once managed to look directly at Miss Tomomi's face. She had said, “I won't tell anyone,” but since it was something a capricious high school girl said, it couldn't really be relied upon. If she intended to, revealing my kink to my classmates in an amusing way would bring her no disadvantage whatsoever. In fact, telling everyone would make it possible for the whole class to toy with me, which would be a perfect pastime to break the monotony of high school life. Everyone would probably join in with glee. In the unique environment of an all-girls school, devoid of the opposite sex, the students freely expressed their uninhibited sexuality. If it meant toying with a masochist like me, no one would hold back. What's more, the first-year A class was quite a collection of beauties. Besides Tomomi-sama, there were several other students who seemed quite sadistic. To be honest, I'd fantasized about being surrounded by them, exposed in embarrassing situations, and indulged in self-pleasure more than once or twice. Since I have such strong desires, if by some chance that situation actually happened, it would be incredibly appealing to my masochistic self. But taking it that far would be a bit problematic. If that happened, I'd probably have to quit school. That would be a problem, no matter what. I had a life to live, and I wanted to be a reasonably normal member of society. So, inevitably, the course of my destiny depended entirely on Lady Tomomi's feelings.
Soon it was noon. With still no word from Lady Tomomi, I wanted to do a little research during lunch break. I took the lunch I'd gotten from the staff room and entered the social studies prep room. Outside the window, the empty schoolyard stretched out. I opened my lunchbox at the desk, began eating while glancing over some photocopied materials. About halfway through, I heard a quiet knock.
“Come in.”
I answered, chopsticks still in hand, and looked up from my papers as the door opened. There stood Tomomi-sama.
“Ah, Lady Tomomi.”
I set down my chopsticks and spoke. Lady Tomomi immediately closed the door behind her, locked it, then strode purposefully to my side and stopped right beside me. I suddenly tensed and looked up at her.
“Um, well...”
“Maso, you. What are you so high and mighty wearing clothes for? Strip naked immediately.”
Miss Tomomi commanded abruptly. I sprang up from my chair as if shot and hastily stripped off my clothes. Naturally, my genitals were erect. Stripping naked within the sacred school grounds was utterly unthinkable, an extremely immoral act, but refusing her command was simply not an option for me. Of course, even I hesitated a little. But in the end, I stood completely naked right there. Then, I knelt in seiza position at Lady Tomomi's feet as usual. As if switching places, Lady Tomomi sat down on the chair I had been occupying. She lifted my chin with the tip of her indoor shoe-clad foot, and the next instant, a fierce slap exploded across my cheek.
“How dare you call me by my first name day after day. You perverted masochistic teacher! Since when did you get so arrogant?”
“I apologize.”
I immediately bowed my head, pressing my forehead to the floor. It was my sincere apology. Calling Ms. Tomomi by her surname, “Sakakibara,” truly caused me deep distress. Ms. Tomomi sneered at the erection in my crotch, removed her indoor shoes, and then stepped on my genitals with her loose-socked foot. She began rubbing it, varying the pressure subtly.
“Ahh, ahn—”
Unable to hold back, I let out a shameful moan. My erection grew even harder. Lady Tomomi sneered at my reaction as if mocking me. She picked up my half-eaten lunchbox from the desk and dripped a large amount of saliva onto the white rice. Then, she placed it on the floor and jerked my chin.
"Now, eat it like a dog, using only your mouth. No hands allowed. Of course you can do it, right?"
“Yes! Thank you!”
I placed my hands on the floor, bent over the lunch box, and stuffed rice into my mouth. It was delicious. The warmth of her milky saliva seeping between the grains of rice was exquisite. Lady Tomomi graciously dripped that noble bodily fluid onto the side dishes too—the spaghetti and fried fish. I devoured it all. It was astonishing how Lady Tomomi's saliva alone transformed that bland bento into something rivaling the finest restaurant cuisine.
Soon, Lady Tomomi picked up a piece of tamagoyaki that hadn't yet been touched by her saliva. She put it in her mouth, chewed it thoroughly, then called me over, made me open my mouth wide, and spat the mushy tamagoyaki directly into my mouth. Overwhelmed by this undeserved honor, I bowed my head and swallowed it. The omelet, coated in Lady Tomomi's saliva, tasted like a dream. I forgot I was even in school, simply intoxicated by this sudden happiness.
Though rice remained in the corner of the box, after watching me swallow the omelet, Lady Tomomi slowly spread her legs, lifted her skirt, and beckoned me closer. Her pale pink panties were fully exposed.
“So, today, we had PE in the fourth period, and I sweated like crazy. So, look, my panties are all sweaty and damp. How about it? Don't you want to smell them? They're pretty stinky.”
“I want to smell them!”
I answered without hesitation. Satisfied with my response, Lady Tomomi suddenly lifted each leg one by one, smoothly slipping off her panties, and then placed them over my head. She even positioned them so the crotch pressed right against my nose. I took a deep breath, inhaling as much as I could.
“You really do love smelly panties, don't you?”
The damp sensation enveloped my entire face. The fabric covering my nose and lips carried a raw, sticky dampness. It was the raw scent of a high school girl. The other day I could only experience it from the outside, but now I could finally savor that sensation and fragrance directly from the inside.
The fabric in that crotch area had absorbed various secretions, giving off a peculiar odor. My head felt numb, and I found myself unconsciously gripping my genitals. As I did so, Tomomi-sama said something unbelievable.
“You look incredibly perverted like this. How amusing. Well then, since we're here, I'll take a picture for you. Now, go ahead and jerk off.”
I inhaled the fragrance soaked into the fabric deeply while moving my hand frantically. I stuck out my tongue and licked the scented area. In my field of vision, I saw Ms. Tomomi smiling as she held a digital camera. If she took a picture of me like this, it could cause trouble later. I thought that fleetingly, but I couldn't resist the temptation before me. Tomomi-sama's scent and this abnormal situation had completely short-circuited my reason. In other words, I had suffered a glorious defeat before my own masochism.
“I, I'm gonna cum!”
As I let out a muffled voice beneath the panties, Tomomi-sama stepped down from the chair, crouched before me, and brought the camera close to my penis, which was on the verge of exploding. The gleam of her untamed pubic hair, lustfully coloring the area between her thighs, inflamed my desire to ejaculate. As she crouched with her legs spread, I could glimpse a pink, universe-like cleft deep within the thicket of hair, instantly sending my consciousness hurtling into the red zone.
“Ah, Tomomi-sama—”
I screamed and spurted semen. The filth flew high into the air and landed on the rice in my lunchbox. Needless to say, I was later ordered to eat it. Lady Tomomi had perfectly captured the moment of my ejaculation in a photograph and was in a very good mood. I harbored a faint hope that perhaps I might be allowed to keep these panties, but the world wasn't that kind. Lady Tomomi pulled the panties off my face, crumpled them carelessly into her pocket, and slipped into a fresh pair she'd prepared beforehand. Then, sitting back down, she ordered me to get dressed. As soon as I hurriedly pulled my clothes on, she made me kneel on the floor again and commanded, “Eat that semen-covered rice normally with your chopsticks.” I obeyed her command, picking up the rice glistening with semen on the surface with my chopsticks. Closing my eyes, I shoved it into my mouth.
After that, Tomomi-sama left the social studies prep room as if nothing had happened. I was left alone in the room, the summer sunlight streaming in, sitting seiza on the floor, lost in a daze for a while.
Eventually, I rose and stood by the window. Below, the schoolyard was dotted with the short shadows of students playing ball games. Teenage girls bounced their fresh, supple bodies, their carefree laughter echoing. It was a bright, healthy scene—the polar opposite of my own dark, writhing fantasies.
School was truly a strange space. As a teacher, I should have held an absolute position over the students, yet Lady Tomomi's presence transformed everything. When I stood at the lectern, all eyes turned to me, yet the image reflected in their eyes was nothing but a phantom. And there was only one person who truly understood this. That person was Lady Tomomi. Therefore, it could be said that in her presence, I was always mentally naked.
Whether during homeroom or class, I did my best to maintain some semblance of a teacher's dignity. But such things held no sway over Lady Tomomi. After all, Lady Tomomi knows my shameless true self. No matter how much I put on airs and tried to act like a teacher, it held absolutely no persuasive power.
And I sank deeper and deeper into the abyss day by day. Lady Tomomi's torment didn't stop at late-night training sessions. Starting with an incident the day after the opening ceremony, it became a matter of course for it to happen within the school as well.
She made me attach a small wireless pink vibrator to my penis, then cover it with a condom. She forced me onto the podium with an anal vibrator inserted into my asshole, switching it on during class. She pasted photos of my humiliating state onto textbook pages and made me teach using those textbooks. The humiliation only escalated. Who could imagine that while I conducted class with a composed expression, a vibrator was actually inserted into my anus, and the textbook I held contained a humiliating photo of myself naked, erect, and bound with red rope? Yet, it was undeniably real. I actually taught like that. The thought of what would happen if the students found out... only made me more excited. If that happened, I would undoubtedly be branded a pervert by everyone and openly despised. Even so, the thrill was irresistible. However, this was a secret that absolutely must not be leaked. If it became known, my life would end right then and there. So, I had to hold my ground no matter what. My daily life at school was like this—a precarious tightrope walk where either outcome felt equally plausible.
As the seasons shifted gently from summer to autumn, and the whole school buzzed with excitement for the sports festival and cultural festival, my senses began to numb. By then, those abnormal days felt completely normal. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say my mind had completely broken down.
After the sports festival, I licked Lady Tomomi's sweaty, steamy feet as if it were the most natural thing in the world. During the cultural festival, when we performed The Tale of the Bamboo Cutter, after the show, Lady Tomomi—who played the lead role of Princess Kaguya—summoned me to the dressing room. Even though other students were still milling about in the hallway, she stripped me naked and ordered me to masturbate.
By that time, late-night trips to love hotels had ceased. Training sessions were now exclusively held in my apartment. Lady Tomomi would come to my place two or three times a week, strictly on weekdays excluding weekends. From around nine at night until midnight, she would thoroughly toy with me, treating me like her plaything. It was on one such weekday night, deep into autumn, that I first received Lady Tomomi's holy water.
I distinctly remember it being a school holiday, so it must have been after 11 PM on Labor Thanksgiving Day. Lady Tomomi seemed busy on holidays and never paid me any attention, so that day too, I was alone in my room, feeling restless. With no girlfriend and no real hobbies, my holidays were utterly dull, ending with me just lazily watching TV or videos. That day was just another one of those ordinary holidays.
That day, after a foreign movie on TV ended and I was thinking about going to bed, the doorbell rang. When I opened the door, Ms. Tomomi stood there, looking quite drunk, and practically collapsed inside. I was startled, but still greeted her politely, kneeling on the floor to welcome her. However, Tomomi-sama was in a terrible state. She gave me a cold, dismissive glance, completely ignoring my presence. Roughly kicking off her shoes, she strode up the hallway, plopped down heavily at the living room table, lit a cigarette, and ordered me.
“Maso, water!”
“Yes, right away.”
I hurriedly poured mineral water into a glass, handed it to Tomomi-sama, and knelt.
“You, what gives you the nerve to wear clothes in front of me? Take them off, you idiot. You're a pervert, aren't you? If you're a pervert, act like one—get naked and get your cock hard.”
“I'm sorry.”
I frantically stripped naked. It was autumn, or rather early winter, so Lady Tomomi was dressed in a denim jacket over red cargo jeans. Consequently, there was almost no skin exposed, meaning I couldn't see her bare legs or panties. Yet, despite that, I got hard easily. My masochistic tendencies were truly strange.
Lady Tomomi downed the water in her glass in one gulp, then stretched out her leg, cigarette still in her mouth, to stimulate my crotch. Naturally, I reacted immediately, lifting my hips.
“Ah, Lady Tomomi, that feels good.”
Usually, play would start from there, but that night, the atmosphere was slightly different. Lady Tomomi immediately stopped the foot stimulation, blew smoke at me, and fixed me with a cold stare.
“Honestly, are you an idiot? Getting your dick stepped on by a student and saying ‘it feels good’? Cut it out. That's why you're still single approaching forty and can't get any women. Why don't you reflect on that a little?”
“Y-yes... I'm sorry...”
I sensed the unusual tension in the air and spoke, shrinking into myself. Her tone wasn't her usual queenly command; it was filled with genuine contempt. Being spoken to so calmly left me utterly defenseless. Unable to say anything more, I just hung my head in silence. Then, suddenly, she asked.
“Maso, do you truly wish to serve me from the bottom of your heart?”
“Yes. Of course I do.”
I answered immediately. Tomomi-sama pressed on with another question.
“Not acting or playing games—can you swear you'll devote your entire being to serving me?”
“Yes!”
"Then declare it here and now. You become mine. I hold the power to keep you alive or kill you. You're prepared for that, aren't you?"
“Yes! Serving you, Tomomi-sama, is my only joy. Please own me. Please humiliate me more. Please despise me more. Please treat me like a pervert more! Tomomi-sama—I'm a perverted masochistic teacher who gets excited when toyed with by students!”
I shouted it out loud. I couldn't imagine a world without Tomomi-sama anymore, so it was my absolute truth. I truly wanted to offer my entire being to Lady Tomomi, and there wasn't a shred of falsehood in that feeling. Upon hearing my reply, Lady Tomomi suddenly relaxed her expression and burst into laughter. She took a small MD recorder from her coat pocket and stopped the recording.
"Hahaha, you said it, you said it. Now I have proof you're a genuine pervert. As long as I have this, you absolutely cannot defy me anymore. What do you think would happen if you did? Would it get mass-duplicated and sent to the faculty room? Or maybe tossed into every single student's mailbox? Or perhaps leaked online with photos for the whole world to see?"
“M-My Lady Tomomi... I absolutely will not defy you. So, so—”
I desperately pleaded, and Tomomi-sama answered with even louder laughter.
“I won't do that as long as you behave yourself, so relax.”
Saying that, Tomomi-sama stubbed out her cigarette in the ashtray and slowly stood up. I stared up at her figure, dazed. At that moment, Tomomi-sama possessed an unusual dignity, like a queen, and I was utterly captivated by her beauty, wrapped in that nobility.
“Now then...”
Lady Tomomi said this, suddenly unbuttoning her colored jeans. In the blink of an eye, she had them off, tossed them onto the bed, and looked at me.
“Well then, to honor your vow, instead of the wine of union, I'll give you the holy water of union. Lie down on your back there.”
“Really?”
I couldn't believe Lady Tomomi's words and asked again, my eyes sparkling. But her words were no hallucination. Lady Tomomi commanded again in a firm tone, “It's true, so hurry up.” In that instant, a surge of joy welled up inside me and exploded. I hurriedly lay down on my back. Lady Tomomi straddled my face, pulled down her panties, and bent over. Beyond the thick, glossy bush, I saw the sacred cleft and the delicate cherry-blossom-pink bud. It was Lady Tomomi's sacred area, which I was seeing clearly for the very first time.
“You can drink a student's pee. Happy about that, aren't you?”
“Yes! It's an honor. Ms. Tomomi, please bestow your holy water upon this pervert!”
“Here it comes.”
Ms. Tomomi lowered her hips further, peering down at my face. I screamed, “Please!”
Soon, golden droplets poured down from above with force. I closed my eyes, feeling the warm sensation across my entire face. And of course, I opened my mouth wide to catch it directly. The force of Tomomi-sama's holy water was like a bucket of water being dumped on me, drenching my face instantly. More holy water, too much to swallow, spilled from my mouth, and I drowned in a golden fountain.
“You should drink it all properly, shouldn't you?”
“I'm sorry.”
As soon as I answered, the water stopped abruptly, and I could finally open my eyes. But the next instant, Lady Tomomi's crotch was right in front of me, and without warning, my face was covered by the ample, plump flesh of her buttocks. Her warmth radiated directly from her damp crotch, which felt wonderful. However, my nose and mouth—my means of breathing—were blocked by the rich flesh of her buttocks, instantly causing me to struggle for air. Suffocating, I thrashed about. Amidst this, Lady Tomomi's words reached my ears.
“You're my personal human bidet. Now, use your tongue to clean my pussy.”
“Hngh hngh”
I meant to say “Excuse me,” but with my mouth blocked, no words came out. Still, I stretched my tongue as far as I could and licked her wet crotch. I carefully sucked up the droplets of holy water clinging to the tips of her pubic hair. The area around the crack, hot as if melted and giving off a fragrant scent, I cleaned with particular care. Soon, Lady Tomomi's voice echoed again.
“Hey, pervert, I'll watch you. Just jerk off. You wanna stroke it, don't you?”
“Yes!”
I gratefully accepted her words. Without stopping my tongue's movements, I gripped my erect shaft tightly and began stroking it furiously. Lady Tomomi provocatively swayed her hips back and forth above my face. In sync with her, I rocked my entire body, gradually increasing the speed of my hand.
And then I came. The moment I released, all strength drained from my body. Feeling Lady Tomomi's sweet bodily fluids, her weight, and her warmth across my entire face, I calmly reflected on myself—a student who had masturbated beneath her ass and reached climax. I knew there was no going back. I felt the terror of not knowing how far I might fall, yet I felt not a shred of regret. Enveloped in this unparalleled bliss, I was happy without any contradiction. Even the sensation of the carpet beneath me, soaked through with holy water and growing cold against my back, felt precious to me. All distracting thoughts vanished. Only the substantial weight of Ms. Tomomi's buttocks covering my face and its dreamlike softness dominated me. In that dazed state, I prayed fervently, wishing I could stay like this forever. For a while, I greedily devoured that extreme happiness, as if being tested by a god.
Graduation〈4〉
Ever since Lady Tomomi began visiting my apartment, the atmosphere in my room has completely changed. Before that, I'd made tearful efforts to hide my adult videos and books deep inside the closet or line them up behind the video rack, just in case a colleague dropped by unexpectedly. But by Lady Tomomi's command, I was now obligated to leave all of them out in plain sight. So now, when I sit in the middle of the room and look around, a dizzying sight greets my eyes. Videotapes are piled high on the floor. The bookshelf, which until recently held solemn educational texts, is now lined with the spines of SM magazines. Decorating the walls are the SM accessories I've gradually collected. Collars, handcuffs, wrist restraints, ankle restraints, ropes, whips. These items were displayed on shelves I'd bought at a home improvement store and assembled myself. Worse still, a corkboard hung next to those shelves, plastered thickly with my own embarrassing photos. It was crystal clear that if anyone other than Lady Tomomi saw this room, my entire being would be utterly negated. Consequently, I stopped letting anyone but Lady Tomomi into my room. To be fair, I never had many friends to begin with, and it goes without saying that female visitors were completely nonexistent. At most, a fellow teacher might drop by occasionally. So, as long as I refused even those visits, it wasn't much of a problem.
The night I first received holy water, the floor became soaked, and I was in a fix. Learning from that lesson, I made sure to lay down a plastic sheet beforehand whenever I received holy water. Since then, a plastic sheet became an essential item in my room. That sheet is in the corner of the bathroom.
After Lady Tomomi left, I would wash the plastic sheet in the bathroom alone. Though trembling with humiliation at that moment, my heart was overflowing with joy. That happiness lasted throughout the second semester. But around the time winter break began, Lady Tomomi remarked, “It's fine to pee in your room, but laying down a sheet every single time is a hassle.” Consequently, the holy water reception ritual ended up being held in the bathroom.
Looking back, the first time I received the golden nectar was also during that winter break, right after New Year's. It was a clear evening, just after the first three days of the new year had ended, with only a few days left before the third term began. Lady Tomomi came by unexpectedly. After undergoing her usual shameless training, I finally fulfilled my dream in the bathroom. That day, while punishing me, Tomomi-sama kept saying, “My stomach's been feeling a bit off lately.” Right in the middle of giving me holy water, she suddenly seemed to need to go. Peering down at my face, now soaked in pee beneath her crotch, she asked:
“Hey, is it okay if I poop on your face?”
The joy I felt at that moment was like ascending to heaven—no, even more than that, it felt like flying to the edge of the universe at the speed of light.
“Please, I beg you! I've longed for this forever!”
I paused my masturbation for a moment, sat up, and gazed at her pink bud, drooling almost, my desire intense.
"You've finally sunk as low as you can go. Wanting shit? You're no longer human. Fine, lie down there."
Miss Tomomi said this with an air of utter disbelief, yet she still lowered her hips slightly further. Straining, she revealed a soft golden tip from her delicate bud. Lying on my back, I watched the scene, holding my breath. The golden nugget revealed its full form before my eyes, then, unable to bear its own weight, fell gracefully, covering my face. It was quite soft, resembling molten gold, and warm, as if symbolizing mercy. That fragrance was beyond comparison. While intensely potent, possessing a stimulating strength beyond imagination, it was a wonderful aroma entirely different from my own. At that moment, I wondered why it was so different from my own, even though it was the same excrement. Its scent, its consistency, its form—every single aspect radiated a nobility befitting a substance from the heavens. Even the act of defecation became divine the moment Lady Tomomi performed it. I masturbated frantically right then and there, exploding. Lost in the afterglow, I reveled in the soft, warm sensation covering my face, intoxicated and oblivious to time for a while. I was blissful. I felt utterly fulfilled. I had finally received Lady Tomomi's golden gift! That joy alone enveloped me. What would normally be flushed down the toilet into the sewers, Lady Tomomi did not waste; she bestowed it upon me, her foolish servant. The ultimate symbol of compassion—that was the golden gift. With a pure heart, I thought there was nothing more I could possibly desire.
At that moment, I felt as if I had seen a bodhisattva within that golden dream.
If I were to compare my three years with Lady Tomomi to an airplane's flight, the first year felt like racing down the runway. Receiving the golden gift became the moment the aircraft lifted off, soaring rapidly upward to gain altitude. From the second to the third year, it felt like entering a period of stable flight. That golden reception held such profound significance. It would not be an exaggeration to say that only after that event could I truly devote myself to Lady Tomomi with all my heart.
Then the seasons spun by in dizzying succession—spring, summer, autumn, winter—and my twisted yet fulfilling life of servitude charged relentlessly toward its grand finale: Lady Tomomi's graduation. At my school, classes weren't reshuffled for advancement; we simply slid up to the next grade with the same homeroom teacher. So for all three years, I remained under Lady Tomomi's guidance. Around the start of my third year, I began vaguely contemplating what would happen after Lady Tomomi graduated. Would I be discarded? Or would she continue tormenting me...? But Ms. Tomomi avoided giving me a clear answer. Whenever I tried to subtly probe her, she always skillfully evaded me. As a result, I remained completely in the dark. From around the end of the third-year summer vacation, I lived in fear of the approaching countdown to destiny. The plane called our master-servant relationship had entered its landing pattern. The questions were twofold: Where would it land...? And would it take off again for somewhere else? Even so, I could do nothing but surrender myself to fate's course, wearing the mask of a teacher while sinking deeper into the abyss of twisted pleasure.
I reveled in the various bodily fluids secreted from Lady Tomomi's body, claiming as my own the heavenly substances expelled daily from her sacred area between her legs. And I continued to serve Lady Tomomi, sometimes as a toy, sometimes as a stress-relief tool. I gratefully accepted anything Lady Tomomi bestowed upon me, each time clasping my hands in silent prayer within my heart, never forgetting my gratitude. Among these gifts, nothing was more precious to me than the food she often graciously offered—food she had already placed in her mouth and chewed to a pulp. I savored it in the social studies prep room during lunch breaks, in the apartment late at night. I bared my naked form before Lady Tomomi, day after day becoming her faithful slave and dog, destroying myself.
Yet, I never crossed the line into sexual intercourse. Such an act could never exist between a mere masochist and Lady Tomomi. Between us lay an insurmountable chasm—the gap between human and dog, or god and mortal. Such a relationship could never bear the weight of sexual union. Would a human have sex with a dog? Could a god descend to this world, touch skin with common folk, and lie with a mortal? Needless to say, it was impossible. Utter nonsense. Therefore, the possibility of any emotional fluctuation arising between me and Lady Tomomi was zero, absolutely nonexistent.
That said, precisely because of this, I believe our master-servant relationship continued unbroken throughout those miraculous three years of high school life, when a girl transforms into an adult. For me, kneeling and serving Lady Tomomi was my sole joy. I knew it would be presumptuous to desire anything more, so simply being scolded by her was happiness enough. As for Lady Tomomi, she likely tormented me simply because I happened to be a pervert who swore absolute obedience, always at her disposal—a convenient way to stave off boredom. That was all. Proof of this was that Lady Tomomi always had a lover, and I often heard stories about her boyfriends. Yet strangely, even when she spoke openly about sex, I never felt the slightest jealousy toward her partners. I did feel a flicker of envy, but I knew full well that even if such an opportunity arose, I was far too presumptuous to ever be able to pin her down. So, in the end, the jealousy itself was meaningless.
Then, mercilessly, the year ended. Tomomi-sama passed her junior college entrance exam, and the day before graduation, I faced a cruel reality. Tomomi-sama said she was abandoning me. I was unbearably sad, but it was a reality I had to accept. I had to be grateful just for having been tormented by her until now. Otherwise, I would surely be punished. I forced myself to believe that. At that moment, in my palm lay Tomomi-sama's pure white panties, thoroughly soaked with her holy water. She had told me it was a memento, then, while still wearing them, poured her holy water into a stainless steel bowl and gave me those wet panties. I clutched it tightly in my hand as it grew colder by the moment, drinking every last drop of holy water from the bowl. Even after it was gone, I stubbornly licked the bottom of the bowl for what felt like an eternity. When Lady Tomomi finally told me, “Enough already,” I knelt before her one last time and bowed deeply, my heart filled with gratitude. And so, the long period of training spanning three years came to an end.
Was my relationship with her etched into a page of Tomomi-sama's youth? Though the image of Tomomi-sama will never fade from my heart for all eternity, I wonder how it is for her. These past three years, I gave everything to Tomomi-sama, without a single regret. And today, Tomomi-sama graduates. I will likely never receive training from Lady Tomomi again. She is not merely completing her high school coursework; she is graduating from the most irreplaceable, radiant period of her life as a young girl. On such a special day of departure, I cannot afford to be sentimental forever. I must tear away my tears of sorrow and sincerely celebrate Lady Tomomi's graduation with an honest heart. Surely that is my final duty as her slave.
I ascended the stage, calling each student's name and handing them their diploma. Soon, it was Lady Tomomi's turn. Memories of our training days flashed through my mind like a kaleidoscope. Holding back tears threatening to spill, I called out her name.
“Sakakibara Tomomi”
“Yes.”
Lady Tomomi ascended the steps and stood before me. Then, with the same gesture we'd rehearsed, she held out both hands in front of her. I said, “Congratulations,” and handed her the diploma. Then, in a voice so soft no one else could hear, Lady Tomomi said:
“For a perverted teacher, you sure act high and mighty.”
In that instant, overcome with emotion, I stared back at Lady Tomomi, my eyes wide. For an instant, an intensely intimate space, understood only by us, was born. But Tomomi-sama immediately turned on her heel and swiftly descended from the podium. Helpless, I watched her retreating figure, yet somehow managed to compose myself and call out the next student's name.
It was the moment everything came to a complete end.
I returned to my peaceful life once more. During spring break, I clung to the faint hope that perhaps, just once, Lady Tomomi might call me, and I spent most of my time confined to my apartment. But no matter how long I waited, the phone never rang, and of course, my door remained unopened. Spring break ended in emptiness, and I found myself once again serving as homeroom teacher for the year. Coincidentally, it was the same 1-A class where I had first met Lady Tomomi.
When I noticed a student with the surname Sakakibara among the new students, it was a bit of a shock. Her name was Sakakibara Yuko. Thinking she might be a younger sister, I checked the address, but it was different. However, she was a student just as wonderful as Lady Tomomi, a flashy gal type. Her physique was also sturdy and splendid. During our first homeroom period, I found myself staring at her boldly and without restraint. Having been discarded by Lady Tomomi, I desperately craved a new Queen to serve. So, in my heart, I secretly tried calling her “Lady Yuko.” It felt so perfectly suited to her that my heart suddenly fluttered. Then, I wanted Lady Yuko to torment me, and at that very moment, as expected, I got an erection. I wanted Yuko-sama to do to me what Tomomi-sama had done. I wanted her to see my shameful state. I wanted her to mock me. What kind of panties was she wearing? What kind of fragrance might rise from her legs wrapped in loose socks...? Such fantasies exploded within me. But Tomomi-sama was special among the special; just because it worked once didn't mean I could expect another fish under the same willow tree. Even I, foolish as I am, understood that much. So I resolved to spend the next three years using Yuko-sama as my nighttime entertainment, content to stick to self-pleasure.
As I walked down the hallway, someone tapped my shoulder from behind. Turning, I found Yuko-sama standing there. Bathed in the lovely spring sunlight streaming through the window, she stood with a dignified smile. I put on a tolerant smile, as befits a homeroom teacher, and asked.
“What is it, Sakakibara?”
There was no one else in the hallway. I answered calmly, but in truth, being stared at intently by the tall, coquettish Yuko-sama made my heart pound so hard inside, it felt like it might burst.
“There's something I'd like you to see,”
Yuko-sama said, her large eyes sparkling.
“What is it?”
I asked. Without a word, Yuko-sama pulled several photographs from her pocket and showed them to me. I bent down to look at them. The moment I recognized the scene depicted, I nearly fainted. Those photos were part of Tomomi-sama's collection capturing my numerous indecent poses.
"H-how did you get these... Y-you're...?"
I stammered, stumbling over my words as I spoke to Yuko-sama.
“Yes, I'm her sister.”
“B-but the address...”
“Oh, my place. We moved this spring break.”
“M-move?”
"Yes. Well, let's put that aside for now... More importantly, what do you think of this? This, you see, my big sister gave it to me. I heard all about you from my elder sister. She said you're a total pervert. Fine, for the next three years, I'll take over from my sister and torment you thoroughly. Right, M-a-z-o-o? You're happy, aren't you? If you are, say so nicely."
Suddenly, her eyes turned cold as she grabbed me by the collar. Yuko-sama was taller than me, so I naturally ended up looking up at her. Standing on tiptoes, I answered.
“Y-yes. I'm happy.”
I was on edge, not knowing when someone might walk by. Sweat instantly broke out. Yet my cock was already rock hard, and I was completely enslaved to Yuko-sama. Then, suddenly, with her free hand, she grabbed my cock through my pants.
"Whoa, you're seriously a pervert. Your dick's already rock hard. Haha, this is fun. I'm more Sadistic than my sister, so be prepared. Ah, but in your case, you should be looking forward to it, huh? Kyahahahahaha!"
With that, she let out a roaring laugh, her stern expression vanishing. She released her grip on my chest and genitals, then spat a huge glob of saliva she'd gathered in her mouth right into my face. With a flick of her hip, she turned and walked away, light as a spring breeze. I gratefully accepted the warm sensation of her spit running down my face, staring like a fool at her retreating figure. Her back receded down the hallway. My expectations swelled within me, growing in proportion to the distance.
Soon, Lady Yuko vanished from view. I thought to myself: From today, I will serve Lady Yuko. I will pour everything I learned from Lady Tomomi's training into serving Lady Yuko now, and bring her pleasure. That must surely be my destined path.
Snapping out of my daze, I started walking down the bright hallway toward the staff room. Partway there, I noticed saliva still clinging to my face and hastily wiped it off with my sleeve. Then, resuming my slow pace, I let my mind drift to imagining the various trainings Lady Yuko would surely give me soon, my heart lifting with anticipation.
Spring—it was the beginning of a new season.
My fateful encounter with Lady Tomomi occurred three springs ago. Since then, I have been her servant. I am now forty-two, but at the time we met, I was still in my thirties, and Lady Tomomi was fifteen. You can probably guess by now: we began as teacher and student at a private girls' high school on the outskirts of a provincial city.
I'll never forget that spring day. Cherry blossom petals danced in the warm breeze across the schoolyard. I had just been transferred to this high school and was walking down the hallway, feeling a bit nervous. Sunbeams pooled on the linoleum floor, and outside the windows stretched the clear April sky. The lively voices of students spilled out from classrooms. It was my first assignment to an all-girls' school in my long teaching career, and my heart fluttered more than usual. Even the scent filling the school air was entirely different from my previous all-boys school. The sweet, tangy body odor unique to teenage girls seemed to permeate everywhere, and I found myself involuntarily flaring my nostrils, inhaling that air deeply into my lungs.
My homeroom class was First Year Class A. I felt increasingly self-conscious as students passing me in the hallway all cast curious glances my way, but I kept heading toward the classroom. I had already been introduced and given my opening remarks during the morning assembly, but to the second- and third-year students, I was a novelty as a new teacher, and their stares were unreserved. Having only ever taught at all-boys or co-ed schools before, being surrounded by girls made me feel uncharacteristically nervous for my age. The sunlight streaming through the hallway windows was almost hot, making my palms sweat. I had to wipe the beads of sweat from my forehead with a handkerchief.
Upon entering the classroom, my eyes were immediately drawn to one student. It was Tomomi-sama. There had been a brief homeroom session after the previous day's entrance ceremony, so I should have seen her then. However, I had been so nervous myself that I hadn't really looked properly at any of the students' faces. But now, a day later, my nerves had settled somewhat, and I could calmly survey the students. That's when I recognized Lady Tomomi's presence. And in that instant, an electric current shot through me. She sat in the seat directly in front of the teacher's desk, radiating a divine aura. Being inherently masochistic, a trait that had even prevented me from marrying, I felt an overwhelming urge to kneel the moment I saw her. Though she was only fifteen, fresh out of middle school, her body was fully developed. The curve of her breasts beneath her uniform and the healthy thighs extending from her short skirt were already those of an adult. Her voluptuous figure was tantalizing, her skin tanned, her face defined by gal-style makeup, and her chestnut-dyed hair shimmered in the spring sunlight. She stood over 168 centimeters tall, her weight uncertain but her build sturdy. I felt overwhelmed, and when she fixed me with her large eyes, I couldn't help but look down. While doing so, I shamefully let my penis grow hard inside my pants, hiding it as I took attendance.
At the lectern, pretending to pull up a slipped sock, I bent down and caught a glimpse of Tomomi-sama's feet. Pure white indoor shoes and loose socks came into view. The contrast between her sun-kissed legs and the white socks was striking. I writhed, wanting to serve those divine feet, and swallowed hard.
Looking back now, Lady Tomomi must have already seen through my perversion back then. She crossed her legs as if toying with my gaze, her eyes holding a meaningful smile as she studied me. I feigned calm, cleared my throat awkwardly, and turned away from her gaze toward the blackboard.
――That day three years ago came back to me as if it were yesterday. Walking from the staff room to the auditorium, I thought about the graduation ceremony taking place today. Lady Tomomi was finally graduating. Last night, there had been one last training session. On that occasion, Lady Tomomi declared to me:
"Since I'm graduating tomorrow, this is goodbye to you too. It's been seriously fun these three years. But this is the end. You should find yourself a new mistress. Sorry, but once I go to junior college, I won't be playing with you anymore."
In my one-room apartment, naked after the training session, I knelt in seiza position, wearing the panties Lady Tomomi had given me over my head so the crotch part pressed against my nose, and heard those words. Yet, I couldn't stop crying from the sadness. I clenched my semen-stained hands tightly, staring blankly at the stainless steel bowl placed on the floor. Inside, a small amount of Tomomi-sama's holy water still lingered at the bottom, glistening in the light from the ceiling. As I froze in shock from the abrupt declaration, Tomomi-sama tugged sharply on the leash attached to my collar.
“Now, drink the last of the holy water. Not a single drop left.”
Sitting composedly in her uniform, legs crossed on the chair, Lady Tomomi said this, then flashed the most beautiful smile in the world. Through tear-blurred vision, I beheld the goddess's descent. “Thank you!” I cried, grateful for her mercy. I shifted the panty covering my face and bent over the holy water bowl. Then, I scooped it up with my tongue and drank it all. The taste of the last holy water felt, somehow, more bittersweet than before. Even after the holy water was gone, I lingered, clinging to the bowl, licking it endlessly...
Walking down the deserted hallway toward the auditorium where the graduation ceremony would be held, I found myself reflecting once more on the three years—by no means a short time—I had spent with Lady Tomomi.
The first semester of my first year passed peacefully, without incident. That said, my heart was constantly filled with longing for Lady Tomomi, my feelings only growing stronger. In truth, she had become my nightly fantasy countless times. Even so, I could never make any kind of proactive approach. My position as a teacher meant I had no choice but to keep those feelings hidden. Yet, my mind was constantly occupied by Lady Tomomi. Even during class, I would often find myself mesmerized by her beautiful smile, forcing me to exert self-control each time. Spending my days in such torment, once I returned to my apartment, my fantasies exploded. I would gaze at the photos I'd secretly taken of Ms. Tomomi during PE class in the schoolyard through the window of the social studies prep room and masturbate like a madman. Whenever I had a spare moment, I'd take photos of Ms. Tomomi in her gym uniform with my prized SLR camera fitted with a high-powered telephoto lens.
Close-ups of her sweaty face, her buttocks encased in bloomers, her enormous breasts clearly visible even through her gym uniform, her thighs straining to burst free... I snapped photos like a man possessed. I desperately wanted to get my hands on one of her sweat-soaked gym uniforms, but sneaking into the changing room was out of the question, so I had to settle for imagining it. Just thinking about her damp, sweaty armpits made me feel like I might faint. They were probably shaved, but maybe soft, downy hair was starting to sprout here and there. If so, that would be another wonderful sight. I imagined sniffing the scent of her damp gym uniform under her arms and, if possible, running my tongue directly over that sensitive skin.
As a result of taking countless photos, I accumulated nearly a hundred pictures over the two months of April and May. Among them, I enlarged my absolute favorites and stored them in a special file. Then, night after night, I used them as material to vigorously masturbate.
But when June arrived and the rainy season began, PE classes on the school grounds were often canceled, leaving me frustrated. Instead, or rather as compensation for not being able to take photos, I decided to use my free class periods to rummage through Tomomi-sama's shoe locker. Entering the changing room was impossible, but the entrance hall was just an extension of the hallway, so I could stop by without arousing much suspicion. Naturally, I was nervous the first time, but with each subsequent visit, my nerve grew, and I gradually became bolder. Each time I slipped into the dim, damp entranceway on a rainy, gloomy morning, my heart would suddenly race. Approaching the 1-A shoe lockers with a pounding heart, I'd pull out Tomomi-sama's well-worn loafers from her familiar shelf. Trembling at the pounding of my own heart, I'd thrill at their feel. At first, terrified of being seen, I'd only casually pick them up. But as I grew accustomed, I couldn't resist sniffing them, or running my tongue over the darkened insoles. Unfortunately, since the shoes had been off for quite some time, I never got the scent I'd hoped for.
Sometimes, I'd expose my erect penis, slip it inside the shoe, and rub the tip against the insole. The silent stairwell was a gateway to my dreams. I always wished I could stay there forever, but I couldn't linger indefinitely. After a few minutes, I had to leave. It tugged at my heartstrings, but if caught red-handed, no excuse would hold up. It couldn't be helped.
After doing that, seeing Ms. Tomomi's face sent shivers of masochistic pleasure through me. I was her homeroom teacher, yet I'd sniffed the scent of my student's shoes... no, worse, I'd rubbed my genitals against her insole. Thinking that, I desperately wanted her to know what I'd done. But if she ever found out, it would be my ruin, so I held it in.
Occasionally during lunch breaks, walking down the hallway, I'd unexpectedly encounter Ms. Tomomi emerging from the restroom. In those moments, imagining her form inside that stall made me feel like I might faint. Whether it was number one or number two remained unclear, but either way, the image of Lady Tomomi lowering her panties, straddling the white ceramic bowl, exposing her lustrously thick pubic hair, and relieving herself would flash through my mind. I desperately wanted to peek at her. Deep down, I fervently wished to become her personal human toilet, but of course, that was an impossible dream.
The rainy season brought high humidity, a different kind of oppressive stickiness from the midsummer heat, making even slight movement cause sticky sweat to form. Imagining that Lady Tomomi's panties must surely be damp and clammy too at such times drove me nearly mad. Lady Tomomi, just finished using the toilet... perhaps she hadn't wiped properly, and yellow or brown stains might cling to the crotch area. Ah, I want to smell her panties! Miss Tomomi, I beg you, please let me smell the scent of those panties... I was torn apart inside by this wicked, pleading fantasy. Yet Miss Tomomi's phantom only mocked me, tormenting me further. At times like that, I'd dash into the social studies prep room, lock the door, and forget I was still on school grounds. I'd pull down my pants and underwear, yank out my stiffened member, grip it, and furiously indulge in masturbation to dispel my lustful thoughts.
In this way, it was no exaggeration to say I was utterly obsessed with Tomomi-sama back then. Actually touching her body was utterly out of the question, something I could never be permitted to do. So, I fixated solely on the clothes and shoes that clung to her body. Among these, the panties covering the most sensitive part—the cleft between her thighs—held more than mere fascination for me. What kind of fabric? What color? What shape? How soiled were they? I thought about nothing else day after day. Besides panties, what truly stirred my heart were socks and gym uniforms. Both were prone to becoming damp, seemingly soaked with precious sweat secreted from countless pores, fiercely stimulating my fetishistic desires. Dampness inevitably meant the scent would rise, so I was probably obsessed with Lady Tomomi's body odor. I wouldn't sniff the sweat of an ugly girl for a million yen, but the same scent emanating from Lady Tomomi instantly became the most exquisite fragrance.
The mere fact that it is secreted from Lady Tomomi's body elevates its fragrance to a level more sublime than any expensive cologne. I have fantasized countless times about being allowed to smell the scent of Lady Tomomi's loose socks. If it were permitted, I would kneel naked before Lady Tomomi, fully clothed, and say, “Smell it, huh?” and be laughed at while she pressed her sweaty socked feet against my face. My longing soared even higher, ultimately reaching what could be considered the ultimate: Lady Tomomi's holy water and golden liquid. Rationally, both are simply bodily waste, but to me, they are different. The crucial factor is that they have passed through Lady Tomomi's body. With any other ugly girl, it wouldn't even be worth discussing, but Lady Tomomi is special. She possesses the unique ability to purify any substance within her body. Even if it enters her mouth as an earthly substance, by the time it passes through her organs and is expelled from her sacred area between her legs, it has miraculously transformed into a heavenly substance. Somehow, impurities are filtered out, and the process feels like a cosmic mystery, filled with captivating enigma. Therefore, Lady Tomomi's excretions are not at all dirty; they are incredibly pure, a symbol of mercy.
Lady Tomomi was, above all, a flashy kogal. As she gradually grew accustomed to school life, she began attending in increasingly elaborate makeup and provocatively shortened uniforms. Her hair had become almost golden, and her skirt length was pushed to the absolute limit. Even so, she stood in stark contrast to the ugly ganguro yamanba flooding the streets, and she was truly lovely. Her large eyes, outlined in light blue eyeshadow, were as beautiful as a forest lake from a foreign film, and I was overcome with a desire to shed everything and dive into those eyes.
The only concern was her somewhat lacking academic performance. I taught Japanese history, and her midterm results were scores that should have earned her a failing grade. But since it was entirely up to my discretion, I naturally didn't do that. I pretended some incorrect answers were grading errors and marked them correct, taking the utmost care to avoid situations like make-up exams.
Then July came, and it was time for the final exams, but as usual, Tomomi-sama's test results were not good, and I naturally plotted to raise her scores again. However, between the midterms and the finals, Tomomi-sama's grades had plummeted, and even if I falsified her scores, unfortunately, I couldn't do anything about her other subjects, so as a result, she had to take make-up exams in three subjects. At that time, I was filled with remorse toward Tomomi-sama and keenly aware of my own powerlessness. However, my feelings for Tomomi-sama at this point were still platonic, so she had no way of knowing that I was working behind the scenes. Everything I did was entirely my own decision. Therefore, in making this confession now, I must make it clear that even if I am blamed for not performing my duties fairly during the regular exams, the responsibility lies solely with me, and Tomomi-sama is in no way at fault.
And so, without ever being able to confess my feelings to Tomomi-sama, the day of the closing ceremony finally arrived. As I handed out report cards to each student, the thought that I wouldn't see Ms. Tomomi for the entire summer vacation plunged me into utter despair. When it came time to give her her report card, I unexpectedly felt tears welling up. But Ms. Tomomi, unaware of my feelings, snatched the card from my hand as if seizing it, then promptly returned to her seat. Leaving only the faint scent of sweet cologne behind.
Unlike me, who was feeling sentimental, the students were cheerful and carefree. After homeroom ended, they happily streamed out of the classroom. I stood by the window after everyone had left. The classroom was quiet with the students gone, and I gazed blankly out at the shadows of students scattering across the schoolyard, heading home. The classroom was on the fourth floor, so I couldn't make out the faces of the students heading toward the school gate. Still, I stood there by the window for what felt like an eternity, like a fool, thinking that somewhere in that crowd, Lady Tomomi must be there too.
The July sky, just a few days after the rainy season ended, was dazzlingly blue, and the bright white clouds announced the arrival of full-fledged summer.
The long, long summer vacation had begun. Even during summer break, teachers don't get the same vacation as students. There's quite a bit we have to do at school. Plus, students still come in for club activities and such.
My school was quite active in sports clubs, with many opportunities to compete in various tournaments. That year, both the basketball and volleyball clubs made it to the top four in the prefectural tournament. The softball club sadly lost in the semifinals, but the basketball club won the championship and advanced to the national tournament.
However, my beloved Tomomi-sama didn't participate in any club activities, so she never came to school. I could only imagine her out having fun, forcing me to endure days filled with restless longing. She must have spent her days at the beach and her nights enjoying karaoke and clubs. What's more, she was surely surrounded by men constantly, leading a promiscuous sex life. For me, that imagination was nothing short of torture. Every time I pictured Lady Tomomi having sex, I felt like I was going mad. Of course, being a masochist, I didn't want to have sex with her myself. I only wished to serve her body with my tongue. I desperately longed to lick every inch of her body, damp with sweat after an all-nighter at a club or similar place.
Occasionally, under the guise of student guidance, I would patrol the night streets. I went with other teachers, but one night near the end of July, while on patrol in the entertainment district, I saw Lady Tomomi. She was a divine sight. She wore a camisole dress that exposed her thighs, cork-soled platform sandals barefoot, and adorned her arms and neck with numerous accessories. The floral camisole and accessories complemented her sun-kissed skin perfectly.
“Hey, Sakakibara.”
My colleague addressed Lady Tomomi in a rather presumptuous tone. My heart pounded relentlessly; standing beside him was all I could manage. Lady Tomomi turned at the sound of his voice, her expression briefly awkward, but she quickly returned to her usual, radiant smile.
“Ah, Teacher. What a coincidence to see you here.”
Though Ms. Tomomi had no one with her, she seemed to be heading somewhere—perhaps to a meeting spot. She stopped briefly, but her desire to leave the area quickly was plain to see.
“It's no coincidence. What are you doing out at this hour? Go home now. It's already ten o'clock.”
My colleague scolded her, holding up his watch. Tomomi-sama shot me a dismissive glance, as if mocking me for standing there with my mouth agape, dazed despite being her homeroom teacher. She snorted derisively, muttered “I'm heading home now,” to my colleague, and walked off. Staring after her retreating figure, my colleague muttered bitterly.
“She's hopeless, isn't she?”
Normally, as her homeroom teacher, I should have been the one to reprimand her. But at that moment, I was utterly spellbound by Ms. Tomomi's sexy silhouette, as if under a spell. I was so captivated that I even forgot to respond to my colleague's words.
“Well then, Mr. Yamagata, I think we should wrap things up for today and head home too.”
My colleague said. Snapping out of my daze, I replied, “Yes, you're right.”
We parted ways there. Once my colleague disappeared into the crowd, I started walking quite naturally in the direction Tomomi-sama had gone. It wasn't that I felt guilty or anything. I just couldn't bring myself to go straight back to my apartment. Like a sleepwalker, I wandered through the entertainment district, chasing the phantom of Tomomi-sama.
It was a muggy night, and as I walked, I repeatedly wiped the sweat pouring from my forehead with my handkerchief. I don't recall exactly where or how I walked, but when I turned a corner, I suddenly saw Lady Tomomi ahead. My heart skipped a beat and I stopped dead in my tracks. It was in front of a phone booth beside a park on the edge of the entertainment district. Lady Tomomi was leaning against the glass door of the booth, standing there looking lost. And then, upon noticing me, unbelievably, she beckoned me over gently. I drifted toward her as if drawn by a magnet.
“I knew you'd follow me,”
she said, fixing me with a cool gaze. I opened my mouth, trying to muster whatever dignity remained of my former teacher self, but my tongue wouldn't cooperate under the pressure. I couldn't get a word out. Sweat poured down like a waterfall, and I frantically wiped it away with my handkerchief. Observing her closely, I saw she held a can of beer in her hand and seemed to be drinking already. Her cheeks were faintly flushed, and perhaps it was my imagination, but her eyes looked moist and dreamy. She left her mouth slightly open, her tongue peeking out suggestively, then licked her white-lipsticked lips teasingly. Slowly, she squatted down, looking up at me from below.
Seeing her like that, I instantly got hard. How wonderful, I thought. Her skirt was short, and with her legs spread as she crouched, the panties I'd longed to see were completely exposed. I stared intently at that alluring triangle. I could make out a white cotton-like fabric with red polka dots. Any sense of my position as a teacher was completely gone.
“How lewd of you, looking at a student's panties. Are you frustrated?” "
Ms. Tomomi shot me a contemptuous look without restraint. Still standing rigidly at attention, I hid my panic and shook my head exaggeratedly.
“A student shouldn't be teasing her teacher like this!”
I stammered out my protest, but Ms. Tomomi just snorted and gulped down her beer.
“Sorry, but that's totally unconvincing. You're saying that while getting a boner, aren't you? Hahaha.”
I felt the blood rush to my face, turning me bright red with embarrassment. Normally, I should have gotten angry here, but sadly, being a masochist, I bowed my head, numb with a sense of being abused. Tomomi-sama, getting carried away, said,
“Hey, teacher, if it's that, I'm free tonight. Want me to torment you starting now?”
For a moment, I couldn't believe my ears. Torment me? Why would Lady Tomomi say such a thing? I'd always fantasized about that kind of situation, but I'd never openly told Lady Tomomi how I felt. So why was she saying something that seemed to see right through me? As I stood there confused and bewildered, Lady Tomomi lit a cigarette and laughed loudly.
“So you really are a masochist. Your eyes give you away. You've always wanted me to torment you, haven't you? You were always watching me nervously. You think I didn't notice?”
Fate twists and turns in ways you never expect. Hearing Lady Tomomi's words, I felt as if I were in a dream.
“Silence means I hit the nail on the head, huh? Hahaha, you're the worst.”
Miss Tomomi called me ‘you’. I was intoxicated by the sweet sound of that word. Being called ‘you’ by a woman nearly two decades my junior, and moreover, my own student, stirred twisted desires within me. I felt like I was floating on air.
There was no one else around. I stood before the student, who sat sprawled on the street under the light of a phone booth, gulping beer, my own erection standing erect. The gaze of Tomomi-sama upon me held a cruel light, as if toying with the masochism lurking in my deepest psyche. To an outsider, it must have been a rather ridiculous sight, but at that moment, I was intensely aroused.
A teacher stands before a female student who drinks beer and puffs on cigarettes. There's no dignity left whatsoever. Yet for me, that very situation was a scene I longed for.
“Hey, you perverted masochist teacher, you won't get anywhere staying silent. Say something. You want to be bullied by a high school girl, don't you? If that's the case, just say so clearly!”
After saying that, Tomomi-sama downed her beer and tossed the empty can at my feet. Then she stood up, walked over, and blew smoke right into my face. I'm 170 cm tall, but Tomomi-sama was 168 cm and wearing platform sandals over 10 cm thick, so she was naturally looking down on me. Her heavily made-up face loomed close, and I gasped at her overwhelming beauty, swallowing hard. She blew smoke at me repeatedly, and I was drenched in humiliation within that smoke. Yet it wasn't unpleasant; to me, it was supreme pleasure.
Still, there was no traffic. Lady Tomomi removed the cigarette from her lips and held it between the fingers of her left hand. With her now free right hand, she slowly grasped my crotch. Her palm enveloped my erect penis along with my scrotum, tightening her grip.
“Seriously, you're a pervert. Rock hard, aren't you?”
Saying this, Lady Tomomi let a contemptuous smile touch the corner of her lips as she stared intently into my eyes, burning with shame. When I couldn't bear her gaze any longer and dropped my eyes to the ground, she instantly grabbed my jaw, jerked my head up, clamped the cigarette between her lips, and suddenly slapped my cheek with her open hand.
“Don't look away.”
Her grip on my crotch tightened further as she twisted my penis. Pulled up as if on tiptoes, I apologized with a trembling voice, “I-I'm sorry.” In that instant, I acknowledged my own masochism. A teacher being slapped by a student, having his genitals twisted, and apologizing. This couldn't possibly be a normal relationship.
"Hey, you're getting even harder with a student gripping your dick. What the hell? What the fuck are you thinking? Aren't you ashamed?"
Miss Tomomi laughed contemptuously at me, then abruptly spat the saliva pooled in her mouth onto my face. That precious bodily fluid adhered to my skin, slowly sliding down my jawline in obedience to the law of gravity. I was supremely honored that the Miss Tomomi I had longed for had not only gripped my crotch but also spat on me. And then, I finally knelt down right there. I couldn't pretend anymore. There was no dignity or decorum left in me as a teacher. Following my instincts, I dropped to my knees and pressed my forehead against the soles of Lady Tomomi's thick-soled sandals. The rough texture of the asphalt transferred to my sweaty forehead.
“Lady Tomomi, please make me your slave!”
Luckily, there was no one around. Before I knew it, without a moment's hesitation, I had uttered the words I had sealed deep within my heart for the entire semester. Perhaps the heat of that midsummer night had driven my reason mad. For an instant after speaking, I felt a flicker of regret, but it was too late to take it back. In that moment, I plummeted from the righteous path of a working adult into the hell of a beast. I should never have said “make me your slave.” I was a person engaged in the teaching profession, a kind of sacred vocation. Yet here I was, a thirty-nine-year-old teacher, blurting out to a fifteen-year-old student that I wanted to be her slave. It was wrong, no matter how you looked at it. Such thoughts should remain mere fantasies, never put into practice. With that single word, I had opened a forbidden door and carelessly crossed the line. I had uttered words a teacher must never speak. What would become of me now? Thinking this, I grew afraid. Yet I remained kneeling at Tomomi-sama's feet.
Her thick-soled sandal rested on the back of my head. As I lay prostrate before Tomomi-sama on that midsummer night street, I heard the crashing sound of my adult persona and all the social grace I'd cultivated crumbling to pieces.
Graduation <2>
Guided by Tomomi-sama, I entered a nearby love hotel. As soon as we entered the room, I was ordered to strip completely naked, and I obediently followed that command. Tomomi-sama took a new can of beer from the refrigerator, sat down on the bed, and opened the pull tab. She watched me impatiently peel off my sweat-stuck shirt with an amused look. I felt unbearably ashamed, wishing I could vanish into a hole, yet contrary to that feeling, the flames of my masochism burned fiercely. Standing naked before my fifteen-year-old student, who watched me with a beer in hand and a smile, was the ultimate humiliation. Yet, in nearly forty years of life, I had never felt such intense arousal. I shed my polo shirt, pulled down my cotton pants, and stood in just my boxers. My scrawny body reflected in the wall mirror. I tossed my clothes onto the sofa, thinking, What kind of sight am I presenting to a student? I felt utterly pathetic. Yet, as if to toy with my thoughts, Tomomi crossed her legs, puffed on her cigarette, and said:
“Hurry up and take off your boxers too, you perverted masochist. You're rock hard already, aren't you?”
She was right. My crotch bulged so prominently it was obvious even through my boxers. It was nothing I could show my students. Still, I couldn't disobey Lady Tomomi's command. Swallowing my shame, I grabbed my boxers and, feeling her gaze burning into my groin, yanked them down in one swift motion.
“Whoa, this guy actually took them off. And he's hard! Getting naked and erect in front of your students like this... you really are a masochist, aren't you?”
Chisato-sama's roaring laughter echoed through the room. I stood there, my face flushed crimson, stiff as a board, soaking in that mockery. My hands pressed tightly against my sides, my back ramrod straight. Just a meter away, a student sat on the bed puffing on a cigarette. The situation was bizarre, yet I savored supreme pleasure in this moment—allowing Tomomi-sama to admire my natural form, presenting my skyward-pointing member right before her eyes.
How many times had I fantasized about this very scene? I felt as if I were ascending to heaven. The cheap love hotel lighting swirled around me like a galaxy of shooting stars, making the genitals Ms. Tomomi was staring at arch even further. Soon, my knees began trembling with a mixture of patheticness and an indescribable sense of shame. Glancing at the mirror, I saw my own hideous posture exposed to the world. I thought, I'm doing something outrageous, but far from dampening my spirits, it only heightened my arousal.
Lady Tomomi stubbed out her cigarette in the ashtray, slipped off her sandals, stretched out her legs, and toyed with my erect crotch using the soles of her feet. The sensation was so overwhelmingly pleasurable I instinctively pulled my hips back and squirmed. The feel of Lady Tomomi's soles was enchanting, like an angel's lips, pressing against my genitals with exquisite pressure. Then, while doing this, she spread her big toe and index toe, pinched my shaft between them, and stroked it up and down. I couldn't hold back, moaning and letting out a cry of pleasure.
“Ah, Ms. Tomomi, it feels so good. Thank you.”
While my student toyed with my crotch, a fleeting thought crossed my mind: was this really permissible? But resisting the pleasure was impossible; I was already beyond control. Then, laughing heartily, Tomomi-sama intensified the stimulation, goading me on.
“Come on, come on, moan more. Hands clasped behind your back, stick your cock out. That's it, that's it, good boy. You're making such a perverted face now. It's pretty hilarious, hahaha. See, you do whatever I say, don't you? After all, you're my slave. Now, writhe more.”
“Y-yes.”
Amused by my obedient response, Ms. Tomomi granted me even more pleasure. I was in a dreamlike state. The rhythmic movement of Ms. Tomomi's beautiful legs drove me mad in an instant. Before I knew it, I was utterly consumed by the exquisite sensation from the soles of her feet. Eventually, my knees buckled as if my hips were shattering, yet I still pressed my genitals greedily against the soles of Ms. Tomomi's feet, voraciously seeking more pleasure. Before my eyes, Lady Tomomi's feet, painted with glittery white pedicure polish, loomed closer. The fragrant scent tickled my nostrils. I swallowed hard, staring intently at those enticing toes. As if reading my mind, Lady Tomomi spread her toes, wriggling them provocatively as she thrust her foot inches from my face.
“What's wrong, pervert? You want to lick these stinky feet?”
“Yes! Please! Let me serve your magnificent feet!”
I screamed. The next instant, Ms. Tomomi pressed her foot against my face.
“Thank you!”
I lifted her foot with both hands, then eagerly took her glistening big toe into my mouth. Then, I stretched my tongue between her moist, damp toes, sucking each one carefully with a slurping sound.
“How is it? Pretty stinky, huh?”
“No, it's the most exquisite fragrance.”
Indeed, an overwhelming aroma pierced my nostrils, but my response was sincere. To me, that scent was more precious and sublime than any expensive perfume. It was the warm, sweet, enchanting scent of fruit I'd longed for forever. An intensely potent fragrance unimaginable from the delicate figure of Lady Tomomi. That gap excited me intensely, and I licked and sucked as if trying to devour every last bit of that scent, running my tongue meticulously all the way to the soles of her feet. As a result, I instantly covered Lady Tomomi's legs in saliva.
“Oh my, it seems you've been holding it in for quite a while. You're completely absorbed, like a dog in heat. What a terrible sight. Now, look at yourself in the mirror.”
Saying this, Lady Tomomi stepped on my cheek, forcing me to look towards the mirror. Still holding her feet in my mouth, I confronted my reflection in the mirror.
There, reflected in the mirror, was my own deranged image. A middle-aged man approaching forty, completely naked and shamelessly erect, holding up the legs of a high school girl in a camisole as if they were a fragile, precious treasure, licking and sucking her toes obsessively. Seeing my own perverted reflection only aroused me further, and finally, I blurted out the most shameful words imaginable.
“Miss Tomomi, please! Let me masturbate! Please watch my shameful masturbation!”
Hearing my words, Miss Tomomi burst into laughter.
“Are you out of your mind? A teacher asking a student to watch him masturbate? Do you really think that's acceptable? You're a genuine pervert, you know.”
Miss Tomomi said, looking utterly exasperated, and shrugged her shoulders. Still, thankfully, she granted me permission.
“Fine, then. If you want me to watch your shameful masturbation, say this: ‘I am a perverted masochistic teacher. Please watch my perverted masturbation.’”
I said it exactly as she ordered. Then, Ms. Tomomi openly scorned me, spat forcefully in my face, and commanded.
“Do it as perverted as you possibly can.”
“Yes! Thank you!”
Deeply grateful for Tomomi-sama's mercy, I began masturbating furiously. Kneeling, I thrust my genitals forward, half-closed my eyes, licked my lips repeatedly, and stroked my shaft.
“Haa haa, ah, Lady Tomomi. P-p-please watch. Haa haa. M-m-my shameful masturbation!”
Lady Tomomi kicked her legs about, amused, and I ejaculated in an instant. White filth spurted from the tip of my penis, tracing a parabolic arc before landing on the floor. Seeing that vast amount of semen splatter, Lady Tomomi declared.
“Wow, it came out. So dirty.”
Simultaneously with ejaculation, I rapidly regained my composure. And then, fear began to creep in. No matter how much my inhibitions had been stripped away, this was an utterly shameless act. The mirror reflected my naked, kneeling self, and I could see my genitals gradually shriveling. They were coated in semen. My hands were sticky too, and a white stain had adhered to the carpet at Lady Tomomi's feet. Staring at that stain, I was stunned by the depth of the sin I had committed. Before me, kneeling completely naked, sat a high school girl with her legs crossed, a cold smile on her face. When I confirmed that scene in the mirror, I faced the fact that I had opened the door to the animal realm myself. There was no going back. My position and Tomomi-sama's had completely reversed. I was no longer a teacher, and Tomomi-sama was no longer a student. I was merely her pet or slave, her servant, and Tomomi-sama was my master. Summer break was fine, but in just over a month, the second semester would begin, and I would have to face Tomomi-sama at school whether I liked it or not. How should I interact with her then? The thought made me gloomy. There was no way I could possibly treat her normally like before. I'd exposed myself in such a shameful state in front of the students. No excuse I could make would hold any weight whatsoever.
As I thought this and reached for the tissue box, Lady Tomomi's leg shot out instantly, kicking me in the cheek. I was pushed back, my face exposed in utter humiliation.
“How dare you try to use a tissue? Lick the semen off your hand with your own tongue. Now, I'll watch you lick up the semen you produced yourself.”
Of course, I couldn't possibly refuse. I spread my soiled palm, brought it to my face, and timidly extended my tongue. Then, I licked up the white, cloudy liquid. Licking my own semen was an experience I'd never had before. An indescribable bitterness numbed the tip of my tongue, and a raw, fishy taste spread throughout my mouth. Glancing up, I saw Lady Tomomi looking down at me with a smile like Mary's.
“Now, lick it clean.”
“Yes.”
I ran my tongue over my sticky palms, just as I had served Lady Tomomi's legs moments before. Lady Tomomi had apparently wanted me to lick her genitals too, but no matter how much I bent my waist, my stiff body couldn't manage it. So, for her genitals, she allowed me to wipe them thoroughly with my hands and then use tissue. I wiped her genitals in front of Lady Tomomi, and then wiped the stain off the floor too. When I looked up, Lady Tomomi grabbed my hair and pulled me closer. She uncrossed her legs and leaned forward herself.
“I'll give you a reward, so open your mouth wide.”
Saying this, Lady Tomomi suggestively let the saliva pooled in her mouth peek between her lips.
“Thank you!”
I opened my mouth wide and tilted my face under Lady Tomomi's lips, offering it. A moment later, Lady Tomomi's lips parted slightly, and a large amount of saliva dripped through the opening. I received it. Warm bodily fluid, the precious bodily fluid of Lady Tomomi, quietly poured into me. In that instant, I was enveloped in an indescribable sense of happiness. I had just been given the liquid of the heavens directly from Lady Tomomi, an existence akin to a god—thinking this, I clasped my hands together in prayer within my heart.
And so, my life of servitude began in spectacular fashion. Even just during summer break, Lady Tomomi summoned me at least once every three days, and each time I served as her toy. The location was invariably a room in a love hotel, and the time was often late at night. Back then, Lady Tomomi hadn't yet come to my apartment. Whenever I received her call, no matter the hour, my heart would leap with excitement, and I would eagerly set out.
As August arrived and our encounters grew more frequent, Lady Tomomi began issuing various requests when summoning me. At first, it was things like “Come wearing only pants, no underwear,” or “Come with an anal vibrator inserted in your asshole.” But it gradually escalated, and by the end of summer break, I was even ordered to come with my pants zipper down, exposing my genitals—though I was allowed to hide it with my shirttail. Yet I never disobeyed; I always went to the meeting place dressed exactly as instructed.
On one occasion, I was made to call a two-shot dial service specializing in SM—a service I secretly subscribed to—in front of Lady Tomomi. I experienced a play where she watched me being trained over the phone by an unknown dominatrix on the other end. During such times, Lady Tomomi would sit on the bed as usual, drinking beer, enjoying the sight of me, completely naked, holding a cell phone and exposing myself in various poses. While receiving commands from the dominatrix on the phone like “Get on all fours and assume the dog position” or “Stand by the window, open the curtains, face outside, and masturbate,” I naturally performed these poses before Ms. Tomomi, experiencing an unbelievable sense of pleasure.
Ms. Tomomi initially addressed me simply as ‘Atsuo,’ but it changed to ‘Mazo’ partway through and eventually stuck as that name. I have consistently addressed her with respect as ‘Lady Tomomi’.
Then, a month had passed in the blink of an eye since that memorable night at the end of July when she first tormented me. It was late at night, the day before the start of the second semester. Suddenly, Lady Tomomi visited me. I think it was close to midnight. At that time, I had finished my bath early and was watching an SM video in my six-mat room apartment. I stock up on videos and books about once a month. That said, given my profession as a teacher, I hesitate to buy such videos and books in the town where I live. So, I make a special trip to the prefectural capital of a neighboring prefecture to purchase them. This usually happens after payday. On those occasions, besides books and videos, I also buy two-shot cards for telephone play, and occasionally visit adult establishments like SM clubs or fashion health parlors.
That night, I had just come from playing at a fashion health club I frequented. This particular health club specialized in kogal girls, and I liked it because you could enjoy uniform roleplay. You might criticize me, thinking, “How shameless of me, being trained by Lady Tomomi!” But there's a reason for this. While it's true that being tormented by Lady Tomomi is incredibly pleasurable and an honor, I'm strictly forbidden from touching or licking anything but her feet. This leaves my frustration perpetually on the verge of exploding. Imagine the agony of having fifteen-year-old, healthy thighs and ample breasts within arm's reach, yet being absolutely forbidden to touch them. It's like being teased to the point of desperation—quite painful indeed. In fact, during summer vacation alone, I was allowed to ejaculate over twenty times before Lady Tomomi, yet not once was I permitted to touch her body, developed to the point of bursting. The most I was ever permitted was to touch her heel to toe, not even her calf. Of course, back then, I was still completely untouched by play involving holy water or golden showers. My training was basically limited to masturbation viewing, receiving her spit, and serving her from the heel down. After parting with Lady Tomomi, I often returned to my room and masturbated again. Otherwise, I simply couldn't sleep. So, clutching my meager savings, I'd go to a health club, request a girl resembling Tomomi-sama—preferably a kogal type—and touch and lick her body to my heart's content, trying to calm myself. I'd beg the girl to let me lick her anus and armpits too, taking ample time for cunnilingus, and almost always finishing in a 69 position. Holding the girl's buttocks as her face pressed against mine, I'd suck on her slit and lick like a madman, ejaculating into her mouth. Only after releasing her body and plucking a stray pubic hair caught on the corner of her lips would I finally feel calm. When play ended like that, most girls would ask with a smile, “Seems like you had a lot built up. Feeling refreshed?” Each time, I'd give a shy smile and say, “Yes.”
When the doorbell suddenly rang, I was watching a video wearing only my pajama top, pants off, my lower body exposed, gripping my genitals. The moment I heard the chime, I jerked my hand back in surprise. Reflexively, I paused the video with the remote, switched the TV channel back to normal, and hurriedly pulled on my pants while wondering, Who on earth could be visiting at this hour? Still puzzled, I headed for the front door.
Passing through the messy kitchen, I approached the flimsy door and peered through the peephole. Standing on the other side was Tomomi-sama. Seeing her figure through the peephole, I was stunned. I never dreamed Lady Tomomi would come to a place like this, leaving me utterly flustered. Suddenly tense, I tremblingly unlocked the door and pushed it open.
“L-Lady Tomomi. W-welcome. It's messy, but please come in.”
Stammering from nerves, I invited her inside. Wearing white denim hot pants and a pink tank top, Lady Tomomi removed her white sneakers—with soles at least two inches thick—in the narrow entranceway. Now clad only in loose socks, she stepped onto the wooden floor.
“Hey, Masuo, what were you doing?”
She advanced to the six-mat room at the back, sat cross-legged where I'd been sitting moments before, and looked up at me, still standing, from below. Her bare thighs were agonizingly tempting. I stood frozen in the doorway, hesitating whether to tell the truth. As I stammered, Ms. Tomomi keenly spotted the video package still tossed on the table. She picked it up, scrutinized the cover intently, then turned a cold, knowing gaze toward me. Leaving the video package out had been my mistake. Worse, if one looked closely at the table, right beside that package lay a discount coupon for the health spa I'd just visited. Lady Tomomi immediately noticed the coupon too and picked it up.
“How disgusting, you. You went to a place like that, even though you're just a slave? What's this? There's a message on the back. ‘Thanks so much for tonight. You licked all sorts of places thoroughly, and it felt amazing. Come again. Ayu. Days off: Wed, Thu.’ Huh, so you licked all sorts of places on Ayu-chan? And even though you just got off like that, you were watching videos and jerking off again?”
“I-I'm so sorry.”
I fell to my knees as if struck, bowing deeply until my forehead scraped the carpet. Then, trembling, I offered Chisato-sama the whip I'd bought at the adult shop for her training session the other day, along with my personal collar, begging her.
“Ms. Tomomi, I am truly sorry. Please punish me with this whip. I beg you.”
I pressed my forehead hard against the carpet once more and pleaded. Ms. Tomomi took the whip and collar, sat back down at the table, and cracked the whip. Though it hit through my pajamas, a sharp crack echoed, and pain shot through my back.
“Thank you!”
I clenched my teeth and offered my thanks. Then, stepping on the back of my head, Lady Tomomi declared.
“Get naked, quick. You masochist, tonight I'll punish you thoroughly with this.”
“Thank you!”
I swiftly shed my pajamas, stood completely naked, and knelt once more. My penis was already stiff as a board. Tomomi-sama grabbed my hair, yanked my face up, and suddenly slapped my cheek repeatedly. She then fastened a collar around my neck, took the leash, and ordered, “Hey, pervert, stand up with your hands behind your back.”
“Yes.”
I stood up. This positioned me directly in front of Tomomi-sama, seated at the table, with my erect penis thrust out toward her. Tomomi-sama pinched the skin covering my penis, pulled the loose skin forward, and tied the excess skin with a nearby rubber band.
“You uncircumcised bastard, thinking you're so great going to a health club. You're a hundred years too early.”
Saying that, she brought the whip down. It struck my chest, instantly raising a red welt. The lashes repeated over and over. I instinctively tried to escape the excruciating pain, but the leash on my collar was gripped tightly, leaving me almost unable to move. It was impossible.
“You, wearing a collar like a dog, getting whipped like this, and look at this cock. It's getting harder and harder, isn't it?”
“I-I-I'm sorry.”
I answered with my eyes closed, trembling in fear at Lady Tomomi's completely unrestrained loud voice. I couldn't help but think about the neighbors. With a voice this loud, in a cheap apartment like this, it would surely carry right through to the next door. When that thought struck me, even I managed to muster a bit of reason, and before I knew it, I was pleading desperately.
“Chisato-sama, I'm truly grateful for your punishment, but could you please lower your voice just a little? People know I'm a teacher here, so I beg you. Please, please have mercy.”
To my surprise, Chisato-sama nodded easily, saying, “You're right,” and lowered her voice.
“Well, I suppose you have your reputation to uphold. So, is this volume acceptable?”
“It is quite acceptable. Thank you so very much.”
Never before had I felt Lady Tomomi's kindness so profoundly. I became even more captivated by her. However, while her voice had indeed grown quieter, the force of the whip showed no sign of weakening; if anything, it intensified. Before long, my upper body was stained bright red. When there were soon no more places left to strike, Lady Tomomi ordered me to mount her, face down, across her own thighs. I placed my hands on the floor, exposed my buttocks, and positioned myself over her legs. She then clamped my genitals between her thighs, discarded the whip, and began slapping my buttocks hard with her open hand. I was spanked continuously, like a naughty child being punished by his mother. It was a more sweetly painful discipline than the whip. Think about it. If this were training from an ordinary dominant woman, it might fit the stepmother-child scenario possible in an image club offering soft SM play. But in this case, the one spanking the buttocks of a single teacher nearing forty was her fifteen-year-old high school student. It was the very pinnacle of perversion. I found myself uncharacteristically aroused by this gap.
Before I knew it, the sensation of her soft thighs pressing against my genitals, sandwiched between her legs, felt so good that I was unconsciously grinding my hips against her thighs. The soft flesh of her thighs felt like a dream.
“Ah, Lady Tomomi—”
I lost myself, thrusting wildly. Soon, the rubber band tied around my tip snapped, and I came in an instant. My white fluid stained the inside of Lady Tomomi's thigh, causing her to fly into a rage. She cursed me like a madwoman, then unleashed a hail of lashes. After that, she ordered me to get on all fours and immediately transitioned to horse training. Once I was on all fours, Lady Tomomi plopped her weight down on my back, straddling me. Like a jockey on a racehorse, she whipped my buttocks while using a short leash to make me walk. I walked around the room relentlessly. Even with the air conditioner on, sweat poured out of me. My knees shook violently, yet I kept walking desperately. Above all, the weight and sensation of Lady Tomomi's buttocks on my back were unbearable. Warmth radiated through her hot pants. I advanced, drenched in sweat. But after circling nearly ten times, I finally collapsed, slumping to the floor like a crushed ragdoll. Her full weight came down mercilessly on my back, nearly choking me. She bounced up and down on my back several times, looking displeased.
“You lazy horse. Already down?”
“I-I'm so sorry.”
I gasped out the apology. Finally, she gave my backside a sharp smack with her open hand, climbed off my back, and pulled off her denim hot pants as if stripping them off. Then she sat down at the table, spreading her legs wide. Her panties, white with faint blue stripes, caught my eye. I assumed a seated position and found myself drawn to stare at the fabric.
“So hot. My panties are all sweaty too. Hey, masochist, wanna smell it here?”
Chisato looked at me with a tempting gaze, taunting me.
“Yes, I want to smell it! Please let me!”
I pleaded with almost tragic intensity, leaning closer while still staring at the fabric between her legs.
“Then shove your face right here. But I'm not some health club girl, so I won't let you lick me directly.”
“Just the scent is enough for me!”
I lunged forward while still seated, finally burying my face between Tomomi-sama's thighs. A warm, slightly stale fragrance enveloped me. Ah, this was the scent of Tomomi-sama's panties I'd longed for! I inhaled deeply, filling my lungs with that aroma. My genitals reacted instantly. I frantically jerked myself off. And once again, I came in an instant.
Graduation〈3〉
The second semester began the very next day, but my body was covered in countless welts from the whippings, making even putting on a shirt painful. What's more, the wounds remained on my arms, so I couldn't wear a short-sleeved shirt either. I endured the heat and slipped my arms into a long-sleeved shirt.
The first day of the second term was still a blazing summer day, and I walked to school drenched in sweat. I tried to look as calm as possible as I slipped through the school gate, but inside, my heart was pounding. Would I actually be able to look Lady Tomomi in the face...? The thought made me restless. The night before, as she was leaving, Lady Tomomi had made me walk her to the front door completely naked and said this:
“School starts tomorrow, but don't worry, I won't tell anyone about this. In return, you understand, right? If you try to lecture me like some self-important teacher despite being a masochist, you'll get plenty of punishment later. Be prepared. Well, deliberately doing something like that and training you in the gym storage room might be quite fun... Anyway, it looks like I'll have an interesting school life starting tomorrow, hahaha.”
I entered the staff room, attended morning assembly, then went to the auditorium for the opening ceremony. Students were already gathered there. Taking my seat in the staff section, I scanned my own class with my eyes alone. Looking from the front, around the middle, there was the figure of Lady Tomomi, shining exceptionally brightly, as if bathed in a halo. She sat with her legs crossed, revealing her lovely thighs, chatting and laughing with her friends. I gazed upon Tomomi-sama's smile as if under a spell. I had received a drop of her saliva from those enchanting lips! And I had been allowed to smell the scent of the panties hidden beneath that short skirt! Thinking such things, I recalled the training from the night before and swallowed hard. If I took off this shirt, the marks of the whip Tomomi-sama had etched into my body would be visible all over. The pain still throbbed, yet the moment I saw Lady Tomomi, it miraculously transformed into pleasure.
Throughout the entire opening ceremony, I couldn't hear a word the principal or student council president said. I could only see Lady Tomomi. She was giggling and chattering away as usual, ignoring the ceremony just like me. Though her reasons were different, her attitude was the same.
Then the ceremony ended, and we moved to homeroom in the classroom. I stepped up to the teacher's desk to take attendance. I found myself in a dilemma: when calling out Lady Tomomi's name, I had to use her surname just like the other students. I really wanted to call her ‘Lady Tomomi’. But since everyone else was called by their last names alone – ‘Inoue’, ‘Kato’ – I had to call her ‘Sakakibara’ too. To steady myself, I cleared my throat before calling out the names. Akita, Asakura, Iguchi... then Kudo, Kondo, Sakai. Finally, it was Lady Tomomi's turn. Resolving myself, I kept my eyes fixed on the attendance sheet and casually called out, “Sakakibara.” But there was no immediate response. A moment passed. I felt cold sweat run down my back. My heart felt like it was being gripped by an eagle's talons as I nervously raised my eyes. Then, finally, a half-hearted “Haaai” came back. I looked over, and Miss Tomomi was grinning. I cleared my throat again, deliberately, and called the next student's name: “Shimizu.” Listening to the response, I thought, Is this going to happen every day from now on...? My heart grew heavy. Every morning, I have to address Ms. Tomomi without honorifics? How insolent of me, a mere slave! I thought bitterly, resentful of my position as a teacher.
Still, somehow homeroom ended without incident, and it was time to go home. I left the classroom before the students and headed for the staff room. I wondered if Lady Tomomi might follow me and reprimand me for something, but nothing happened. I reached the staff room surprisingly quickly, almost anticlimactically. After that, I did a little work at my desk and went home. By that time, there were no students left inside the school or outside the gates, and of course, Lady Tomomi was nowhere to be seen. I left school feeling somewhat let down. On the way, I bought a bento, thinking Lady Tomomi might call. Once back at my apartment, I didn't step out of my room once, but ultimately, that day ended without any contact from her.
The long night, spent waiting for the phone to ring, ended in vain. The next day, I went to school sleep-deprived. The sunlight, as intense as midsummer, was dazzling, and the patterns of leaves cast deep shadows on the white walls. Students, unaware of anything, passed me as I trudged through the school gate, greeting me with “Good morning!” I responded with a flat reply, imagining what kind of reaction they might have if they knew about my foolish behavior in front of Lady Tomomi... What would their reaction be...? I pondered such things as I walked toward the staff entrance.
After entering the staff room and exchanging light conversation with colleagues, I prepared for class and headed to the classroom. Walking down the bright hallway, I pondered what exactly Lady Tomomi intended.
Upon stepping into Class 1-A, everyone was already seated. Of course, Lady Tomomi was at her own desk, animatedly chatting with the student next to her. I stepped up to the teacher's desk, gave the morning greeting, and then took attendance. Naturally, when calling out Tomomi-sama's name, I mustered my courage and addressed her simply as “Sakakibara.” Sure enough, she answered with a “Haaai,” sounding slightly annoyed but perfectly normal. I breathed a sigh of relief as I finished taking attendance.
After briefly relaying some announcements, I left the classroom. First period was scheduled for the third-year students. Ultimately, during homeroom, I never once managed to look directly at Miss Tomomi's face. She had said, “I won't tell anyone,” but since it was something a capricious high school girl said, it couldn't really be relied upon. If she intended to, revealing my kink to my classmates in an amusing way would bring her no disadvantage whatsoever. In fact, telling everyone would make it possible for the whole class to toy with me, which would be a perfect pastime to break the monotony of high school life. Everyone would probably join in with glee. In the unique environment of an all-girls school, devoid of the opposite sex, the students freely expressed their uninhibited sexuality. If it meant toying with a masochist like me, no one would hold back. What's more, the first-year A class was quite a collection of beauties. Besides Tomomi-sama, there were several other students who seemed quite sadistic. To be honest, I'd fantasized about being surrounded by them, exposed in embarrassing situations, and indulged in self-pleasure more than once or twice. Since I have such strong desires, if by some chance that situation actually happened, it would be incredibly appealing to my masochistic self. But taking it that far would be a bit problematic. If that happened, I'd probably have to quit school. That would be a problem, no matter what. I had a life to live, and I wanted to be a reasonably normal member of society. So, inevitably, the course of my destiny depended entirely on Lady Tomomi's feelings.
Soon it was noon. With still no word from Lady Tomomi, I wanted to do a little research during lunch break. I took the lunch I'd gotten from the staff room and entered the social studies prep room. Outside the window, the empty schoolyard stretched out. I opened my lunchbox at the desk, began eating while glancing over some photocopied materials. About halfway through, I heard a quiet knock.
“Come in.”
I answered, chopsticks still in hand, and looked up from my papers as the door opened. There stood Tomomi-sama.
“Ah, Lady Tomomi.”
I set down my chopsticks and spoke. Lady Tomomi immediately closed the door behind her, locked it, then strode purposefully to my side and stopped right beside me. I suddenly tensed and looked up at her.
“Um, well...”
“Maso, you. What are you so high and mighty wearing clothes for? Strip naked immediately.”
Miss Tomomi commanded abruptly. I sprang up from my chair as if shot and hastily stripped off my clothes. Naturally, my genitals were erect. Stripping naked within the sacred school grounds was utterly unthinkable, an extremely immoral act, but refusing her command was simply not an option for me. Of course, even I hesitated a little. But in the end, I stood completely naked right there. Then, I knelt in seiza position at Lady Tomomi's feet as usual. As if switching places, Lady Tomomi sat down on the chair I had been occupying. She lifted my chin with the tip of her indoor shoe-clad foot, and the next instant, a fierce slap exploded across my cheek.
“How dare you call me by my first name day after day. You perverted masochistic teacher! Since when did you get so arrogant?”
“I apologize.”
I immediately bowed my head, pressing my forehead to the floor. It was my sincere apology. Calling Ms. Tomomi by her surname, “Sakakibara,” truly caused me deep distress. Ms. Tomomi sneered at the erection in my crotch, removed her indoor shoes, and then stepped on my genitals with her loose-socked foot. She began rubbing it, varying the pressure subtly.
“Ahh, ahn—”
Unable to hold back, I let out a shameful moan. My erection grew even harder. Lady Tomomi sneered at my reaction as if mocking me. She picked up my half-eaten lunchbox from the desk and dripped a large amount of saliva onto the white rice. Then, she placed it on the floor and jerked my chin.
"Now, eat it like a dog, using only your mouth. No hands allowed. Of course you can do it, right?"
“Yes! Thank you!”
I placed my hands on the floor, bent over the lunch box, and stuffed rice into my mouth. It was delicious. The warmth of her milky saliva seeping between the grains of rice was exquisite. Lady Tomomi graciously dripped that noble bodily fluid onto the side dishes too—the spaghetti and fried fish. I devoured it all. It was astonishing how Lady Tomomi's saliva alone transformed that bland bento into something rivaling the finest restaurant cuisine.
Soon, Lady Tomomi picked up a piece of tamagoyaki that hadn't yet been touched by her saliva. She put it in her mouth, chewed it thoroughly, then called me over, made me open my mouth wide, and spat the mushy tamagoyaki directly into my mouth. Overwhelmed by this undeserved honor, I bowed my head and swallowed it. The omelet, coated in Lady Tomomi's saliva, tasted like a dream. I forgot I was even in school, simply intoxicated by this sudden happiness.
Though rice remained in the corner of the box, after watching me swallow the omelet, Lady Tomomi slowly spread her legs, lifted her skirt, and beckoned me closer. Her pale pink panties were fully exposed.
“So, today, we had PE in the fourth period, and I sweated like crazy. So, look, my panties are all sweaty and damp. How about it? Don't you want to smell them? They're pretty stinky.”
“I want to smell them!”
I answered without hesitation. Satisfied with my response, Lady Tomomi suddenly lifted each leg one by one, smoothly slipping off her panties, and then placed them over my head. She even positioned them so the crotch pressed right against my nose. I took a deep breath, inhaling as much as I could.
“You really do love smelly panties, don't you?”
The damp sensation enveloped my entire face. The fabric covering my nose and lips carried a raw, sticky dampness. It was the raw scent of a high school girl. The other day I could only experience it from the outside, but now I could finally savor that sensation and fragrance directly from the inside.
The fabric in that crotch area had absorbed various secretions, giving off a peculiar odor. My head felt numb, and I found myself unconsciously gripping my genitals. As I did so, Tomomi-sama said something unbelievable.
“You look incredibly perverted like this. How amusing. Well then, since we're here, I'll take a picture for you. Now, go ahead and jerk off.”
I inhaled the fragrance soaked into the fabric deeply while moving my hand frantically. I stuck out my tongue and licked the scented area. In my field of vision, I saw Ms. Tomomi smiling as she held a digital camera. If she took a picture of me like this, it could cause trouble later. I thought that fleetingly, but I couldn't resist the temptation before me. Tomomi-sama's scent and this abnormal situation had completely short-circuited my reason. In other words, I had suffered a glorious defeat before my own masochism.
“I, I'm gonna cum!”
As I let out a muffled voice beneath the panties, Tomomi-sama stepped down from the chair, crouched before me, and brought the camera close to my penis, which was on the verge of exploding. The gleam of her untamed pubic hair, lustfully coloring the area between her thighs, inflamed my desire to ejaculate. As she crouched with her legs spread, I could glimpse a pink, universe-like cleft deep within the thicket of hair, instantly sending my consciousness hurtling into the red zone.
“Ah, Tomomi-sama—”
I screamed and spurted semen. The filth flew high into the air and landed on the rice in my lunchbox. Needless to say, I was later ordered to eat it. Lady Tomomi had perfectly captured the moment of my ejaculation in a photograph and was in a very good mood. I harbored a faint hope that perhaps I might be allowed to keep these panties, but the world wasn't that kind. Lady Tomomi pulled the panties off my face, crumpled them carelessly into her pocket, and slipped into a fresh pair she'd prepared beforehand. Then, sitting back down, she ordered me to get dressed. As soon as I hurriedly pulled my clothes on, she made me kneel on the floor again and commanded, “Eat that semen-covered rice normally with your chopsticks.” I obeyed her command, picking up the rice glistening with semen on the surface with my chopsticks. Closing my eyes, I shoved it into my mouth.
After that, Tomomi-sama left the social studies prep room as if nothing had happened. I was left alone in the room, the summer sunlight streaming in, sitting seiza on the floor, lost in a daze for a while.
Eventually, I rose and stood by the window. Below, the schoolyard was dotted with the short shadows of students playing ball games. Teenage girls bounced their fresh, supple bodies, their carefree laughter echoing. It was a bright, healthy scene—the polar opposite of my own dark, writhing fantasies.
School was truly a strange space. As a teacher, I should have held an absolute position over the students, yet Lady Tomomi's presence transformed everything. When I stood at the lectern, all eyes turned to me, yet the image reflected in their eyes was nothing but a phantom. And there was only one person who truly understood this. That person was Lady Tomomi. Therefore, it could be said that in her presence, I was always mentally naked.
Whether during homeroom or class, I did my best to maintain some semblance of a teacher's dignity. But such things held no sway over Lady Tomomi. After all, Lady Tomomi knows my shameless true self. No matter how much I put on airs and tried to act like a teacher, it held absolutely no persuasive power.
And I sank deeper and deeper into the abyss day by day. Lady Tomomi's torment didn't stop at late-night training sessions. Starting with an incident the day after the opening ceremony, it became a matter of course for it to happen within the school as well.
She made me attach a small wireless pink vibrator to my penis, then cover it with a condom. She forced me onto the podium with an anal vibrator inserted into my asshole, switching it on during class. She pasted photos of my humiliating state onto textbook pages and made me teach using those textbooks. The humiliation only escalated. Who could imagine that while I conducted class with a composed expression, a vibrator was actually inserted into my anus, and the textbook I held contained a humiliating photo of myself naked, erect, and bound with red rope? Yet, it was undeniably real. I actually taught like that. The thought of what would happen if the students found out... only made me more excited. If that happened, I would undoubtedly be branded a pervert by everyone and openly despised. Even so, the thrill was irresistible. However, this was a secret that absolutely must not be leaked. If it became known, my life would end right then and there. So, I had to hold my ground no matter what. My daily life at school was like this—a precarious tightrope walk where either outcome felt equally plausible.
As the seasons shifted gently from summer to autumn, and the whole school buzzed with excitement for the sports festival and cultural festival, my senses began to numb. By then, those abnormal days felt completely normal. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say my mind had completely broken down.
After the sports festival, I licked Lady Tomomi's sweaty, steamy feet as if it were the most natural thing in the world. During the cultural festival, when we performed The Tale of the Bamboo Cutter, after the show, Lady Tomomi—who played the lead role of Princess Kaguya—summoned me to the dressing room. Even though other students were still milling about in the hallway, she stripped me naked and ordered me to masturbate.
By that time, late-night trips to love hotels had ceased. Training sessions were now exclusively held in my apartment. Lady Tomomi would come to my place two or three times a week, strictly on weekdays excluding weekends. From around nine at night until midnight, she would thoroughly toy with me, treating me like her plaything. It was on one such weekday night, deep into autumn, that I first received Lady Tomomi's holy water.
I distinctly remember it being a school holiday, so it must have been after 11 PM on Labor Thanksgiving Day. Lady Tomomi seemed busy on holidays and never paid me any attention, so that day too, I was alone in my room, feeling restless. With no girlfriend and no real hobbies, my holidays were utterly dull, ending with me just lazily watching TV or videos. That day was just another one of those ordinary holidays.
That day, after a foreign movie on TV ended and I was thinking about going to bed, the doorbell rang. When I opened the door, Ms. Tomomi stood there, looking quite drunk, and practically collapsed inside. I was startled, but still greeted her politely, kneeling on the floor to welcome her. However, Tomomi-sama was in a terrible state. She gave me a cold, dismissive glance, completely ignoring my presence. Roughly kicking off her shoes, she strode up the hallway, plopped down heavily at the living room table, lit a cigarette, and ordered me.
“Maso, water!”
“Yes, right away.”
I hurriedly poured mineral water into a glass, handed it to Tomomi-sama, and knelt.
“You, what gives you the nerve to wear clothes in front of me? Take them off, you idiot. You're a pervert, aren't you? If you're a pervert, act like one—get naked and get your cock hard.”
“I'm sorry.”
I frantically stripped naked. It was autumn, or rather early winter, so Lady Tomomi was dressed in a denim jacket over red cargo jeans. Consequently, there was almost no skin exposed, meaning I couldn't see her bare legs or panties. Yet, despite that, I got hard easily. My masochistic tendencies were truly strange.
Lady Tomomi downed the water in her glass in one gulp, then stretched out her leg, cigarette still in her mouth, to stimulate my crotch. Naturally, I reacted immediately, lifting my hips.
“Ah, Lady Tomomi, that feels good.”
Usually, play would start from there, but that night, the atmosphere was slightly different. Lady Tomomi immediately stopped the foot stimulation, blew smoke at me, and fixed me with a cold stare.
“Honestly, are you an idiot? Getting your dick stepped on by a student and saying ‘it feels good’? Cut it out. That's why you're still single approaching forty and can't get any women. Why don't you reflect on that a little?”
“Y-yes... I'm sorry...”
I sensed the unusual tension in the air and spoke, shrinking into myself. Her tone wasn't her usual queenly command; it was filled with genuine contempt. Being spoken to so calmly left me utterly defenseless. Unable to say anything more, I just hung my head in silence. Then, suddenly, she asked.
“Maso, do you truly wish to serve me from the bottom of your heart?”
“Yes. Of course I do.”
I answered immediately. Tomomi-sama pressed on with another question.
“Not acting or playing games—can you swear you'll devote your entire being to serving me?”
“Yes!”
"Then declare it here and now. You become mine. I hold the power to keep you alive or kill you. You're prepared for that, aren't you?"
“Yes! Serving you, Tomomi-sama, is my only joy. Please own me. Please humiliate me more. Please despise me more. Please treat me like a pervert more! Tomomi-sama—I'm a perverted masochistic teacher who gets excited when toyed with by students!”
I shouted it out loud. I couldn't imagine a world without Tomomi-sama anymore, so it was my absolute truth. I truly wanted to offer my entire being to Lady Tomomi, and there wasn't a shred of falsehood in that feeling. Upon hearing my reply, Lady Tomomi suddenly relaxed her expression and burst into laughter. She took a small MD recorder from her coat pocket and stopped the recording.
"Hahaha, you said it, you said it. Now I have proof you're a genuine pervert. As long as I have this, you absolutely cannot defy me anymore. What do you think would happen if you did? Would it get mass-duplicated and sent to the faculty room? Or maybe tossed into every single student's mailbox? Or perhaps leaked online with photos for the whole world to see?"
“M-My Lady Tomomi... I absolutely will not defy you. So, so—”
I desperately pleaded, and Tomomi-sama answered with even louder laughter.
“I won't do that as long as you behave yourself, so relax.”
Saying that, Tomomi-sama stubbed out her cigarette in the ashtray and slowly stood up. I stared up at her figure, dazed. At that moment, Tomomi-sama possessed an unusual dignity, like a queen, and I was utterly captivated by her beauty, wrapped in that nobility.
“Now then...”
Lady Tomomi said this, suddenly unbuttoning her colored jeans. In the blink of an eye, she had them off, tossed them onto the bed, and looked at me.
“Well then, to honor your vow, instead of the wine of union, I'll give you the holy water of union. Lie down on your back there.”
“Really?”
I couldn't believe Lady Tomomi's words and asked again, my eyes sparkling. But her words were no hallucination. Lady Tomomi commanded again in a firm tone, “It's true, so hurry up.” In that instant, a surge of joy welled up inside me and exploded. I hurriedly lay down on my back. Lady Tomomi straddled my face, pulled down her panties, and bent over. Beyond the thick, glossy bush, I saw the sacred cleft and the delicate cherry-blossom-pink bud. It was Lady Tomomi's sacred area, which I was seeing clearly for the very first time.
“You can drink a student's pee. Happy about that, aren't you?”
“Yes! It's an honor. Ms. Tomomi, please bestow your holy water upon this pervert!”
“Here it comes.”
Ms. Tomomi lowered her hips further, peering down at my face. I screamed, “Please!”
Soon, golden droplets poured down from above with force. I closed my eyes, feeling the warm sensation across my entire face. And of course, I opened my mouth wide to catch it directly. The force of Tomomi-sama's holy water was like a bucket of water being dumped on me, drenching my face instantly. More holy water, too much to swallow, spilled from my mouth, and I drowned in a golden fountain.
“You should drink it all properly, shouldn't you?”
“I'm sorry.”
As soon as I answered, the water stopped abruptly, and I could finally open my eyes. But the next instant, Lady Tomomi's crotch was right in front of me, and without warning, my face was covered by the ample, plump flesh of her buttocks. Her warmth radiated directly from her damp crotch, which felt wonderful. However, my nose and mouth—my means of breathing—were blocked by the rich flesh of her buttocks, instantly causing me to struggle for air. Suffocating, I thrashed about. Amidst this, Lady Tomomi's words reached my ears.
“You're my personal human bidet. Now, use your tongue to clean my pussy.”
“Hngh hngh”
I meant to say “Excuse me,” but with my mouth blocked, no words came out. Still, I stretched my tongue as far as I could and licked her wet crotch. I carefully sucked up the droplets of holy water clinging to the tips of her pubic hair. The area around the crack, hot as if melted and giving off a fragrant scent, I cleaned with particular care. Soon, Lady Tomomi's voice echoed again.
“Hey, pervert, I'll watch you. Just jerk off. You wanna stroke it, don't you?”
“Yes!”
I gratefully accepted her words. Without stopping my tongue's movements, I gripped my erect shaft tightly and began stroking it furiously. Lady Tomomi provocatively swayed her hips back and forth above my face. In sync with her, I rocked my entire body, gradually increasing the speed of my hand.
And then I came. The moment I released, all strength drained from my body. Feeling Lady Tomomi's sweet bodily fluids, her weight, and her warmth across my entire face, I calmly reflected on myself—a student who had masturbated beneath her ass and reached climax. I knew there was no going back. I felt the terror of not knowing how far I might fall, yet I felt not a shred of regret. Enveloped in this unparalleled bliss, I was happy without any contradiction. Even the sensation of the carpet beneath me, soaked through with holy water and growing cold against my back, felt precious to me. All distracting thoughts vanished. Only the substantial weight of Ms. Tomomi's buttocks covering my face and its dreamlike softness dominated me. In that dazed state, I prayed fervently, wishing I could stay like this forever. For a while, I greedily devoured that extreme happiness, as if being tested by a god.
Graduation〈4〉
Ever since Lady Tomomi began visiting my apartment, the atmosphere in my room has completely changed. Before that, I'd made tearful efforts to hide my adult videos and books deep inside the closet or line them up behind the video rack, just in case a colleague dropped by unexpectedly. But by Lady Tomomi's command, I was now obligated to leave all of them out in plain sight. So now, when I sit in the middle of the room and look around, a dizzying sight greets my eyes. Videotapes are piled high on the floor. The bookshelf, which until recently held solemn educational texts, is now lined with the spines of SM magazines. Decorating the walls are the SM accessories I've gradually collected. Collars, handcuffs, wrist restraints, ankle restraints, ropes, whips. These items were displayed on shelves I'd bought at a home improvement store and assembled myself. Worse still, a corkboard hung next to those shelves, plastered thickly with my own embarrassing photos. It was crystal clear that if anyone other than Lady Tomomi saw this room, my entire being would be utterly negated. Consequently, I stopped letting anyone but Lady Tomomi into my room. To be fair, I never had many friends to begin with, and it goes without saying that female visitors were completely nonexistent. At most, a fellow teacher might drop by occasionally. So, as long as I refused even those visits, it wasn't much of a problem.
The night I first received holy water, the floor became soaked, and I was in a fix. Learning from that lesson, I made sure to lay down a plastic sheet beforehand whenever I received holy water. Since then, a plastic sheet became an essential item in my room. That sheet is in the corner of the bathroom.
After Lady Tomomi left, I would wash the plastic sheet in the bathroom alone. Though trembling with humiliation at that moment, my heart was overflowing with joy. That happiness lasted throughout the second semester. But around the time winter break began, Lady Tomomi remarked, “It's fine to pee in your room, but laying down a sheet every single time is a hassle.” Consequently, the holy water reception ritual ended up being held in the bathroom.
Looking back, the first time I received the golden nectar was also during that winter break, right after New Year's. It was a clear evening, just after the first three days of the new year had ended, with only a few days left before the third term began. Lady Tomomi came by unexpectedly. After undergoing her usual shameless training, I finally fulfilled my dream in the bathroom. That day, while punishing me, Tomomi-sama kept saying, “My stomach's been feeling a bit off lately.” Right in the middle of giving me holy water, she suddenly seemed to need to go. Peering down at my face, now soaked in pee beneath her crotch, she asked:
“Hey, is it okay if I poop on your face?”
The joy I felt at that moment was like ascending to heaven—no, even more than that, it felt like flying to the edge of the universe at the speed of light.
“Please, I beg you! I've longed for this forever!”
I paused my masturbation for a moment, sat up, and gazed at her pink bud, drooling almost, my desire intense.
"You've finally sunk as low as you can go. Wanting shit? You're no longer human. Fine, lie down there."
Miss Tomomi said this with an air of utter disbelief, yet she still lowered her hips slightly further. Straining, she revealed a soft golden tip from her delicate bud. Lying on my back, I watched the scene, holding my breath. The golden nugget revealed its full form before my eyes, then, unable to bear its own weight, fell gracefully, covering my face. It was quite soft, resembling molten gold, and warm, as if symbolizing mercy. That fragrance was beyond comparison. While intensely potent, possessing a stimulating strength beyond imagination, it was a wonderful aroma entirely different from my own. At that moment, I wondered why it was so different from my own, even though it was the same excrement. Its scent, its consistency, its form—every single aspect radiated a nobility befitting a substance from the heavens. Even the act of defecation became divine the moment Lady Tomomi performed it. I masturbated frantically right then and there, exploding. Lost in the afterglow, I reveled in the soft, warm sensation covering my face, intoxicated and oblivious to time for a while. I was blissful. I felt utterly fulfilled. I had finally received Lady Tomomi's golden gift! That joy alone enveloped me. What would normally be flushed down the toilet into the sewers, Lady Tomomi did not waste; she bestowed it upon me, her foolish servant. The ultimate symbol of compassion—that was the golden gift. With a pure heart, I thought there was nothing more I could possibly desire.
At that moment, I felt as if I had seen a bodhisattva within that golden dream.
If I were to compare my three years with Lady Tomomi to an airplane's flight, the first year felt like racing down the runway. Receiving the golden gift became the moment the aircraft lifted off, soaring rapidly upward to gain altitude. From the second to the third year, it felt like entering a period of stable flight. That golden reception held such profound significance. It would not be an exaggeration to say that only after that event could I truly devote myself to Lady Tomomi with all my heart.
Then the seasons spun by in dizzying succession—spring, summer, autumn, winter—and my twisted yet fulfilling life of servitude charged relentlessly toward its grand finale: Lady Tomomi's graduation. At my school, classes weren't reshuffled for advancement; we simply slid up to the next grade with the same homeroom teacher. So for all three years, I remained under Lady Tomomi's guidance. Around the start of my third year, I began vaguely contemplating what would happen after Lady Tomomi graduated. Would I be discarded? Or would she continue tormenting me...? But Ms. Tomomi avoided giving me a clear answer. Whenever I tried to subtly probe her, she always skillfully evaded me. As a result, I remained completely in the dark. From around the end of the third-year summer vacation, I lived in fear of the approaching countdown to destiny. The plane called our master-servant relationship had entered its landing pattern. The questions were twofold: Where would it land...? And would it take off again for somewhere else? Even so, I could do nothing but surrender myself to fate's course, wearing the mask of a teacher while sinking deeper into the abyss of twisted pleasure.
I reveled in the various bodily fluids secreted from Lady Tomomi's body, claiming as my own the heavenly substances expelled daily from her sacred area between her legs. And I continued to serve Lady Tomomi, sometimes as a toy, sometimes as a stress-relief tool. I gratefully accepted anything Lady Tomomi bestowed upon me, each time clasping my hands in silent prayer within my heart, never forgetting my gratitude. Among these gifts, nothing was more precious to me than the food she often graciously offered—food she had already placed in her mouth and chewed to a pulp. I savored it in the social studies prep room during lunch breaks, in the apartment late at night. I bared my naked form before Lady Tomomi, day after day becoming her faithful slave and dog, destroying myself.
Yet, I never crossed the line into sexual intercourse. Such an act could never exist between a mere masochist and Lady Tomomi. Between us lay an insurmountable chasm—the gap between human and dog, or god and mortal. Such a relationship could never bear the weight of sexual union. Would a human have sex with a dog? Could a god descend to this world, touch skin with common folk, and lie with a mortal? Needless to say, it was impossible. Utter nonsense. Therefore, the possibility of any emotional fluctuation arising between me and Lady Tomomi was zero, absolutely nonexistent.
That said, precisely because of this, I believe our master-servant relationship continued unbroken throughout those miraculous three years of high school life, when a girl transforms into an adult. For me, kneeling and serving Lady Tomomi was my sole joy. I knew it would be presumptuous to desire anything more, so simply being scolded by her was happiness enough. As for Lady Tomomi, she likely tormented me simply because I happened to be a pervert who swore absolute obedience, always at her disposal—a convenient way to stave off boredom. That was all. Proof of this was that Lady Tomomi always had a lover, and I often heard stories about her boyfriends. Yet strangely, even when she spoke openly about sex, I never felt the slightest jealousy toward her partners. I did feel a flicker of envy, but I knew full well that even if such an opportunity arose, I was far too presumptuous to ever be able to pin her down. So, in the end, the jealousy itself was meaningless.
Then, mercilessly, the year ended. Tomomi-sama passed her junior college entrance exam, and the day before graduation, I faced a cruel reality. Tomomi-sama said she was abandoning me. I was unbearably sad, but it was a reality I had to accept. I had to be grateful just for having been tormented by her until now. Otherwise, I would surely be punished. I forced myself to believe that. At that moment, in my palm lay Tomomi-sama's pure white panties, thoroughly soaked with her holy water. She had told me it was a memento, then, while still wearing them, poured her holy water into a stainless steel bowl and gave me those wet panties. I clutched it tightly in my hand as it grew colder by the moment, drinking every last drop of holy water from the bowl. Even after it was gone, I stubbornly licked the bottom of the bowl for what felt like an eternity. When Lady Tomomi finally told me, “Enough already,” I knelt before her one last time and bowed deeply, my heart filled with gratitude. And so, the long period of training spanning three years came to an end.
Was my relationship with her etched into a page of Tomomi-sama's youth? Though the image of Tomomi-sama will never fade from my heart for all eternity, I wonder how it is for her. These past three years, I gave everything to Tomomi-sama, without a single regret. And today, Tomomi-sama graduates. I will likely never receive training from Lady Tomomi again. She is not merely completing her high school coursework; she is graduating from the most irreplaceable, radiant period of her life as a young girl. On such a special day of departure, I cannot afford to be sentimental forever. I must tear away my tears of sorrow and sincerely celebrate Lady Tomomi's graduation with an honest heart. Surely that is my final duty as her slave.
I ascended the stage, calling each student's name and handing them their diploma. Soon, it was Lady Tomomi's turn. Memories of our training days flashed through my mind like a kaleidoscope. Holding back tears threatening to spill, I called out her name.
“Sakakibara Tomomi”
“Yes.”
Lady Tomomi ascended the steps and stood before me. Then, with the same gesture we'd rehearsed, she held out both hands in front of her. I said, “Congratulations,” and handed her the diploma. Then, in a voice so soft no one else could hear, Lady Tomomi said:
“For a perverted teacher, you sure act high and mighty.”
In that instant, overcome with emotion, I stared back at Lady Tomomi, my eyes wide. For an instant, an intensely intimate space, understood only by us, was born. But Tomomi-sama immediately turned on her heel and swiftly descended from the podium. Helpless, I watched her retreating figure, yet somehow managed to compose myself and call out the next student's name.
It was the moment everything came to a complete end.
I returned to my peaceful life once more. During spring break, I clung to the faint hope that perhaps, just once, Lady Tomomi might call me, and I spent most of my time confined to my apartment. But no matter how long I waited, the phone never rang, and of course, my door remained unopened. Spring break ended in emptiness, and I found myself once again serving as homeroom teacher for the year. Coincidentally, it was the same 1-A class where I had first met Lady Tomomi.
When I noticed a student with the surname Sakakibara among the new students, it was a bit of a shock. Her name was Sakakibara Yuko. Thinking she might be a younger sister, I checked the address, but it was different. However, she was a student just as wonderful as Lady Tomomi, a flashy gal type. Her physique was also sturdy and splendid. During our first homeroom period, I found myself staring at her boldly and without restraint. Having been discarded by Lady Tomomi, I desperately craved a new Queen to serve. So, in my heart, I secretly tried calling her “Lady Yuko.” It felt so perfectly suited to her that my heart suddenly fluttered. Then, I wanted Lady Yuko to torment me, and at that very moment, as expected, I got an erection. I wanted Yuko-sama to do to me what Tomomi-sama had done. I wanted her to see my shameful state. I wanted her to mock me. What kind of panties was she wearing? What kind of fragrance might rise from her legs wrapped in loose socks...? Such fantasies exploded within me. But Tomomi-sama was special among the special; just because it worked once didn't mean I could expect another fish under the same willow tree. Even I, foolish as I am, understood that much. So I resolved to spend the next three years using Yuko-sama as my nighttime entertainment, content to stick to self-pleasure.
As I walked down the hallway, someone tapped my shoulder from behind. Turning, I found Yuko-sama standing there. Bathed in the lovely spring sunlight streaming through the window, she stood with a dignified smile. I put on a tolerant smile, as befits a homeroom teacher, and asked.
“What is it, Sakakibara?”
There was no one else in the hallway. I answered calmly, but in truth, being stared at intently by the tall, coquettish Yuko-sama made my heart pound so hard inside, it felt like it might burst.
“There's something I'd like you to see,”
Yuko-sama said, her large eyes sparkling.
“What is it?”
I asked. Without a word, Yuko-sama pulled several photographs from her pocket and showed them to me. I bent down to look at them. The moment I recognized the scene depicted, I nearly fainted. Those photos were part of Tomomi-sama's collection capturing my numerous indecent poses.
"H-how did you get these... Y-you're...?"
I stammered, stumbling over my words as I spoke to Yuko-sama.
“Yes, I'm her sister.”
“B-but the address...”
“Oh, my place. We moved this spring break.”
“M-move?”
"Yes. Well, let's put that aside for now... More importantly, what do you think of this? This, you see, my big sister gave it to me. I heard all about you from my elder sister. She said you're a total pervert. Fine, for the next three years, I'll take over from my sister and torment you thoroughly. Right, M-a-z-o-o? You're happy, aren't you? If you are, say so nicely."
Suddenly, her eyes turned cold as she grabbed me by the collar. Yuko-sama was taller than me, so I naturally ended up looking up at her. Standing on tiptoes, I answered.
“Y-yes. I'm happy.”
I was on edge, not knowing when someone might walk by. Sweat instantly broke out. Yet my cock was already rock hard, and I was completely enslaved to Yuko-sama. Then, suddenly, with her free hand, she grabbed my cock through my pants.
"Whoa, you're seriously a pervert. Your dick's already rock hard. Haha, this is fun. I'm more Sadistic than my sister, so be prepared. Ah, but in your case, you should be looking forward to it, huh? Kyahahahahaha!"
With that, she let out a roaring laugh, her stern expression vanishing. She released her grip on my chest and genitals, then spat a huge glob of saliva she'd gathered in her mouth right into my face. With a flick of her hip, she turned and walked away, light as a spring breeze. I gratefully accepted the warm sensation of her spit running down my face, staring like a fool at her retreating figure. Her back receded down the hallway. My expectations swelled within me, growing in proportion to the distance.
Soon, Lady Yuko vanished from view. I thought to myself: From today, I will serve Lady Yuko. I will pour everything I learned from Lady Tomomi's training into serving Lady Yuko now, and bring her pleasure. That must surely be my destined path.
Snapping out of my daze, I started walking down the bright hallway toward the staff room. Partway there, I noticed saliva still clinging to my face and hastily wiped it off with my sleeve. Then, resuming my slow pace, I let my mind drift to imagining the various trainings Lady Yuko would surely give me soon, my heart lifting with anticipation.
Spring—it was the beginning of a new season.
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39才の母・真知子は息子が私の下着を持ち出していることに気づいた。
ネットで同様の事象がないか調べると、案外多いようだ。
さて、真知子は息子を問い詰める? それとも気づかないふりを続けてあげるか?
そのほかに外伝も綴りました。
JKメイドはご主人様のオモチャ 命令ひとつで脱がされて、触られて、好きにされて――
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そこは、まるでおとぎ話に出てきそうな大きな洋館。
でも、そこで待っていたのは、同じ高校に通うちょっと有名な男の子――完璧だけど性格が超ドSな御曹司、天城 蓮だった。
昼間は生徒会長、夜は…ご主人様?
しかも、彼の命令はちょっと普通じゃない。
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なのに、ひなたの体はどんどん反応してしまって…。
怒ったり照れたりしながらも、次第に蓮に惹かれていくひなた。
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